a little about my lost love!  

lukin4funtimes3 41M
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12/15/2005 4:06 pm

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a little about my lost love!

hi im chris 30 years of age from uk.
not sure what you do with this blog thing but ill just waffle on lol.
from the age of 19 i was with what i thought was the one girl for me she was lovely, very good looking and a great personality, i had known her for a lot longer as her brother has been one of my best mates since i was knee high, but it wasnt to be.
we were together until may 2005 which is longer than some marrages lol but it all seemed to go wrong when my gorgeous little girl was born in april 2003, the change in my x was unreal! she was like someone i neva new and it got worse and worse, i become an embarrasment! she was goin out 3 or 4 times a week leaving me to mind my girl, sometimes till 3 or 4 in the morning, while im goin out my mind wondering where she is or is she ok, yes i did complain about it but it looked like i was nagging her but times were hard too, we didnt have much money so spending what we did hav on beer wasnt fair, so thats where the bribing started! i love sex n she new it and for the last few years i didnt get much, so it was "if i go out ill treat u when i get in" and of course i gave in every time (mug) until it all come to an end 2 days after my little girls 2nd birthday and obviously another guy was involved, so i lost my 1 love, my home and the chance to see my baby wake up every morning.

if this is what you get for being faithfull and commited for 11 years then i will find it very hard to ever trust another woman!

dont get me wrong im no mr perfect i no but its all about honesty for me i hate lies!!!!

anyway i hope my first blog didnt bore you to death hahaha they will get better just didnt no what else to start with.

rm_art_persists 51M
1789 posts
12/15/2005 5:08 pm

I too miss my daughter's face every day... Trying to make the best of it. good luck and don't dwell too much on it. AdultFriendFinder is full of too many broken hearts and not enough mended ones.

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