lucky_lady15 52F
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1/12/2006 7:24 pm

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3/26/2006 6:04 pm


Well my birthday is coming up soon. Going to be 42. Wow....middle aged. Don't know if I should be depressed or what.

I have been thinking of what I want for my birthday. I know I wont get it but isn't that what blowing out the candles and wishing means? That it is a wish that you know will not happen or a slim possibility?

I want a certain gentleman....i use the word gentleman rather strongly because that is exactly what he is....a GENTLEMAN...I want him back in my life. I would like him to visit and surprise me with a candle light dinner in his hotel room then a night filled with passion. But back to reality. I know that will not happen and it makes me sad. At one time that dream was so close to becoming a reality that it ached.

I still yearn for this man. Even tho he had called me a few names that were true I still ache for him. He had always been a wonderful friend to me and I blew it by being so nasty to him, lashing out because I was hurt and felt rejected. If I could get this gentleman back I would do anything.

Well...Happy birthday to me.

screwmeovernout 59M

1/12/2006 8:06 pm

Happy B'Day, dont be depressed, Im 48, now thats depressing!

lucky_lady15 52F

1/13/2006 6:52 am lots of grey hair down south right? lol

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