Rainy Day  

lucky_lady15 53F
28 posts
10/25/2005 6:01 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Rainy Day


Well it is another rainy day here in Ontario. I have aways found the rain so depressing and it seems to drain the energy I have right out of me. So today I am forcing myself to do chores. As I previously mentioned I have 3son's but they just dont seem to want to help me with the chores wven knowing that by the end of the day I will be in so much pain. But typical kids they stand there with hands out come allowance day. So have to figure out what to do as an incentive.

As some of you know by reading my profile I am married. Recently I had a confession from a man that I had a crush on for a long time. A sweet caring gentle man who treats me like a queen, will do anything for me and has said I will not want for anything. What a sweet man he is. I dont know why I didnt persue him earlier? Well he has decided to come visit me second week in November and am so looking forward to it. He keeps saying that there is no pressure. I know there isnt any pressure but there have been alot of things rolling around in my mind about it. First I am married. He knows it. He also knows my current health situation where sex really hurts me. He confided in me his size and i got a tummy ache right away. He is 10.5 so I know I will hurt. The second thing that I am concerned of will he be able to leave when our time is over? Will things be different between us once we have gotten together and made love for the first time? That is what I am afraid of. I dont want to lose him as a friend. Well you all have ggo daaay.

feel_my_heat 36F  
283 posts
10/25/2005 9:52 pm

Hey Lucky

Wow 10.5!! I must say if sex hurts you then you will be in some pain. But if it is worth it then go for it. Would I do it? Hmmmmmm Yes I would. Go for it girl!! Good luck with everything and I hope everything turns out well.

Kisses from VA
Lady


lucky_lady15 53F

10/27/2005 6:38 am

Yes he is such a sweet and caring man so I think I will go for it. HE knows of the situation and has promised to be gentle..and he is the first man that i can say i believe him when he says trust me. So how r things with you. I see you view my blog quite a bit. Do you go into the chat rooms at all?


feel_my_heat 36F  
283 posts
11/1/2005 10:54 pm

Hey Lucky_Lady

Yes I do watch your blog. I'm doing pretty well, thanks for asking. I do go in the chat rooms every once in awhile but I mainly just sit back and watch what people are talking about. Your guy friend sounds like he would be caring and I hope he is everything you expect him to be. Hope all is well on your side.

Kisses
Lady


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