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Love is not blind
Love is not blind
For me love is not blind as I saw the flaws, the shortcomings, wrongdoings, imperfections, incompatibilities and limitations. I discovered deception, but I still hope he would learn to be truthful. I found out the infidelity but I still believed my love for him could change him to be faithful.
Despite all the things that happened, I tried to be deaf from people telling me negative things about the one I love. I tried to be blind as I ignored to see the truth even all the love I gave to that person seemed to be taken for granted.
But if there's a beginning, there's also an end.
I'm tired of being affectionate, kind, patient and understanding to him because I was always the one being hurt.
So I needed to stop hoping, dreaming and believing that there's love between the two of us.
It hurt to think of losing someone I love after he made me believe that he's madly in love with me. But I didn't want to be hurting forever.
So now I'm trying to move on. Still really hurting but I need to move on. I know I still have a chance to find someone who is not just affectionate and passionate, but also honest, kindhearted and faithful to his partner. I failed so many times, got heartbroken so many times. But I won't stop hoping to find the right person and the right love for me. Because I still believe there's someone out there who is meant for me.....
5/6/2006 2:15 pm
Lovesearch, I feel your pain. I went thru the same thing 15 years ago. My wife was doing the dirty deed behind my back. Its a devastating experience not easy to overcome. You can forgive that person, but the fact that they strayed, well, it's stayed w/ me these long years.|