What if I do?  

lovemetouchme5 51F
1534 posts
7/17/2006 4:05 pm

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What if I do?

Now that I have signed the divorce papers, I feel that I’m halfway there to my FREEDOM. But so far all this freedom has left me is confused. Over the past month, I have been able to make choices…Choices that I never had before, even before I met my husband. Everyone has choices. Everyone has to live with the rewards OR the consequences of their choices.

What if I don’t make the right choices?
What if I do?

What if I didn’t HAVE to make a choice at this point in my life?
What if I do?

What if I just sit back and enjoy what I’m doing right now, and not make a choice?
What if I do?

I don’t want to make the wrong choice.
What if I do?

The condition of being free; the power to act or speak or think without externally imposed restraints

CHOICE noun:
The act of choosing; selection.
The power, right, or liberty to choose; option.
One that is chosen.
A number or variety from which to choose: a wide choice of styles and colors.
The best or most preferable part.
Care in choosing.
An alternative.

The act of confusing or the state of being confused.
An instance of being confused

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
7/17/2006 5:04 pm

Dictionary : beat me with one

I think if you relax and let your mind drift a bit the answers will come to you........

It be ok.

lovemetouchme5 replies on 7/20/2006 10:39 am:
Thanks Saint, You know I did just that, and the answer came to me! I'm not making any decisions right now except to enjoy life and RELAX! Loveme


7/17/2006 10:49 pm

I think you included, among your choices, the best one for now..sit back and enjoy what you're doing now..the "shoulds" can be a burden you don't need right now. You have been through a lot in the last few months that I don't pretend that I can understand, but you need time to heal, to pause, to recover and to let life come to you. While you have the freedom to choose, you also have the freedom to defer choices: as Pete Seeger took from Ecclesiastes, take from him:
To everything, turn, turn, turn
There is a season, turn, turn, turn
And a time to every purpose under heaven
A time to build up, a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones
A time to gather stones together

Take the time you need to gather yourself for your next steps..

lovemetouchme5 replies on 7/20/2006 10:41 am:
Thanks NoGlory. I really like the lyrics as they as so true right now. I made the decision to not do anything. It was the best choice. I'm to fresh out of my marriage to make any hasty decisions right now. Loveme

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