The first entry  

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3/18/2006 7:46 pm
The first entry

This week and next are going to be interesting, as it is finals and I have a storyboard due. An artist's work is never truly done. The lack of activities, the lack of sex, the lack of intimacy and the lack of having someone there to be by my side is definitely beginning to wear on my soul.

Tonight I sit, pondering why I am becoming so desperate to find someone...and realizing that this is to fix the many years of abuse I have endured throughout my lifetime. My last girlfriend in particular, who only would tease me, refusing even the slightest physical intimacy. I waited, two years, I was one who was patient. This is a definite odd time as well, the seasons are changing. The cold winter's chill is beginning to wane and the slow defrosting that spring brings will begin to thaw the cold and dark regions of my soul. The things I wait for, like the caress of a woman's touch.

dirty1322 43M
8 posts
3/21/2006 4:06 pm

dude I totally understand where you are coming from why are we here are we just in for more abuse. hope not I too long for a womans touch without the drama take care man and have fun with it but expect nothing

AsianBeautyQueen 34F
1 post
7/29/2006 10:52 pm

HAHAH why we never meet? I too was abused by men (jk)

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