Hmm where to begin...  

lostatsea34 46M
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8/13/2005 10:56 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Hmm where to begin...

"Women are evil and men are stupid". My father told me that when I was about 10 years old and said that if I remembered that I would live a long time. He also said never to "trust anything that bleeds for 7 days and doesn't die."

I should have listened.

I have been married twice. The first time I married young. We lost interest and that whas the end of it. That took about 8 years. The only thing we did right was our daughter. She is seven now and Daddy's little girl.

My first wife cheated on me four years into our marriage. It was as much my fault as it was hers. If you don't take care of your business someone else will. I was working too much and really did think that I was doing the right thing. WRONG! HA

I learned though, but by then it was too late. We didn't argue. You have to talk to argue. The business of marriage was good, the relationship was not. We would go for months without even a tender touch. That doesn't cut it. Sorry. I am to the point in my beloved cynicism that you can't cut me off...you don't know where I am getting it.

I have never, EVER been unfaithful with even a girlfriend, let alone a spouse. I don't play those games. I want only one woman, at a time...unless there are two consentual ladies there for some mutual fun and games. But isn't that every straight man's fantasy. Any man that says to his wife, "honey, I want only you. I wouldn't want to have another woman in our bed", is a damn liar.

I selected that my mood was cynical, Oh if you only knew how true that was. I used to be nieve. Hopefully optimistic about life and the way the world worked. I believed in things like truth, and honor and the honesty will prevail no matter what, and you should always do the right thing for the sole reason that it is right, and nothing else mattered. Then I married my second wife. More about her tomorrow. It is late, and I am done. Goodnight Mrs. Calabash...whever you are.


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