Is it ok or not?  

lookingmaybecali 59M
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9/3/2006 2:16 pm

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11/12/2011 9:22 pm

Is it ok or not?


I have an ex-girlfriend who lives a few thousand miles away. I have seen her one time in 26 years. She is married to her second husband and I am married to my only wife. They both know that we talk on the phone once in a very great while and email each other fairly often. The day I announced I was getting married she called me. I told her the news and she seemed to be happy for me. Years later she told me that when she called, she was going to ask me if she could come live with me. My life would have turned out so much different if I had not been getting married to my wife and she had asked me the question. Honestly, I might have changed my mind about getting married if she had asked me if she could move here before I told her I was getting married. My life has been good and I am so glad I have the children I do but.....
Anyway, What I want to know is do you people think it is ok to think a lot about the great sex I had with this ex. My wife tries but she isn't as good at sex as this ex-girlfriend was. We were young and adventurous and she was my first. Maybe it wasn't as good as I remember. I sure would like to have sex with her again and see if my memories are as good as the reallity.
By the way, as long as I stay married, I will not find out. I am not a cheater to that extent. Many would think that being on here without my wife is cheating and I can't totally dis-agree. My wife does know I have been on here but she doesn't know that I spend as much time here as I do.

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