Feeling stupid  

lookingguy4girl 60M
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12/17/2005 5:45 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Feeling stupid


Wow,
I guess that I don't have anything to say but fell that I should say something. I let my soon to be X move back into the house last night. I know it is a mistake but, she needed help. Now I have to deal with her again. It is Christmas after all.
Tonight she is going to a Christmas party and she said that it is for employees only. I know that it is bull shit but for the sake of not fighting, I let it ride. Kind of funny in a way, she thinks that she can do what ever she wants and I will be OK with it.
I have to hang in here (Tx) for only a year more. Once I get my degree finished, I am out of here. She can keep the house or not at that point.
Life is funny, I had everything I wanted until she decided to turn off. She had to go on a trip for work last year and when she came back 3 weeks later, she was no longer my wife but a stranger. She went from a loving and carring woman to a bitch in 3 weeks.
It took her a year to kill my love for her. I tried and tried to find out what happened but only got, "life is too short."
Her son is here with her. He is here for a few days and then going to Wa to live. Over all he is a good kid but too self centered. His mom and he are two peas in a pod at this point. "It's all about me." Kind of remindes me of the Toby Keith song. "I Wanna Talk About Me"
I am just getting along at this point. I figure roll with life and make your plans for escape! Do not get me wrong. I like North Texas and everyone I have met since I have been here. I do not care for the heat or for the lack of rain. The only seasons I am OK with is late fall and late spring. The problem is they only last a few months. I prefer the change of seasons. I do not mind wearing a jacket in the morning or late evenings because it is on the cool side.
I do mind getting so hot that I have trouble breathing or have to drink 2 gallons of water just to get through the afternoon.
Got to run.

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