Feelin Lonely  

lookin2cumonya 45M/44F
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12/3/2005 1:37 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Feelin Lonely

At first I thought this whole AdultFriendFinder was a piece of shit; I couldn't believe people actually hook up on these things, but after spending some time (all night as a matter of fact) I realized it's a cool site just to "kick it" with others. I am disappointed with what we've experience thus far (i.e. people saying their something and turn out to be,,,) well you know what I'm saying.

I'm just feeling discouraged because both me and my husband love each other very much and the sex...well to put it lightly, I married him because of the sex, but we both want to share a woman and we thought this is a good way to do it but it has turned out to be a bust. The meet and greets are at country bars with the same people, there are way too many men in the chat room, the women play hard core games, so I just don't know any more.

Is it because we're a couple? Because I'm Black? Are we not attractive enough?

These are questions that go through my mind...God! I feel like I'm in high school again and I can't sit at the popular table. Guess I'll start my own clique'

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