What I have become once again...  

longergirthy4u 51M
34 posts
1/27/2006 10:14 am

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3/9/2006 4:46 am

What I have become once again...

This is what I have become, yet again.....Yes or no
Should I stay or go
If I stay I know what will happen
I just don't know if I am ready
You passed through my life
With so much of my own philosophy
I am here until the wind blows
In another direction

I am not sure if I can take that again
With all that has happened of late
I am not sure if I am ready
To crawl between the sheets
Opening myself up
To be thawed once again by your heat

We were a matched pair
You gave me many reasons
To smile and trust again
You taught me some things
About myself about myself
What I had become

When you turned me away
It was a very cold day
I was numb for a bit
It wasn't the cold
It was your words
They put the ice back into my veins
When I thought I had finally let it all go

You had helped me turn anger into smiles
And cold callousness into care and respect
I had learned to trust again
Then you were gone
Like you were never even there

I never wanted that
Much less thought to expect
You never saw the changes
You didn't know me before
The moment that we met it began
The healing of my soul

The first night we met I felt it
Then you let me go
I expected that
That allowed me to continue
To not care about you or others
To keep my life
My soul to myself

You called after a while
We began the dance
You broke through
Without intent
You never even new
What you truly did
The changes in me you brought about

A friend saw what happened
My friend with the all seeing eyes
He even took the time to call me on it
I wish then I would of stopped
Back then and taken the time
To pay close attention to those
Words he so simply put in rhyme

Well tomorrow will tell
Which way the wind blows
Will I bother to stay
Should I just go
Keeping myself safe
Surrounded in ice
Forever cold...

demonicsexkitten 41F
10671 posts
1/27/2006 10:54 am


yourcutiepie69 47F

1/27/2006 11:46 am

Stay don't go or you'll just never know. You've waited so long for it all to be gone.

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