londongames 36M
288 posts
3/27/2006 4:48 pm

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4/1/2006 5:46 am


I don't get mad very easily.. I'm not as nice as everyone thinks on here. I get angry too like anybody else.

I'm usually very calm in most situations and can deflect feelings & tolerate quite a lot. But damn if I wasn't pissed tonight for the first time on AdultFriendFinder....

It's so friggin hard getting past all the bullshit that goes on in here, so much so that I'm thinking of just changing my profile to blogging & chatting so there's no mix up.

I don't like mind games & when I think I like someone I try to make my feelings observed, just not in an overly pushy way...
I'm comfortable enough with who I am not to need to be anybody else or beg for attention.

I'm not perfect. I'm fully three-dimensional dammit I'm just me.

I've been quite obviously russtled from someone's personal space and why? I have no clue. Hey, i'm not a moron ok and I'm not totally oblivious to how women work (dispite my coloquial musings below). So I know I haven't commited any mortal sins on here.... Dont you have to meet someone on here for that to happen??!!

Maybe I should use their own words usually portrayed in this situation, but that's not my style.

Maybe I should ban them from appearing in my astute area. Nope that's just not me.

I won't modify or delete any messages from here even if I do become embarrassed by the content. This is MY space. I'll use it how i want until I decide fairly soon that AdultFriendFinder is messin with my mind..

Yes I'm a cancer, i'm moody as hell but if you know cancer's you know that when they eventually get their claws stuck into something they don't like to let go... But if they get pissed on too much they unclench, take a step back, and walk away back into the sea...

Till next bloody time...


playwithme00000 44F  
96 posts
3/28/2006 1:14 pm

hey LG, I read this earlier and understand a little of how you feel. Sometimes you think your being straight about whats happening but how other people interprate that, is something you can't control. Wish we could hey.. know we are on the right track with someone...but sometimes.. its goes off ..

Its true you can feel so much on here, but thats because your the kinda person who feels shit and it can be a roller coaster. The more we put in, the more we get out, not necessarily in the biblical way, buts it isn't all in a posative way. There will ups and downs here babe, just hope the ups drown out the downs and the overall experience and the connections you feel you have made make its lighter. You were looking for more light and there is.

Play with me........

sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
3/29/2006 10:35 pm

That's right! It's YOUR space so do what you want.

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