my first  

lilsexycowgirl 31F
12 posts
9/27/2005 12:00 am

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my first

ok i have never done this, so this entry is going to be short and its going to suck, so there

rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
9/27/2005 12:20 am

Hi Cowgirl,

Welcome to Blogland. Good luck finding what you're looking for.

What's a cowgirl doing by the ocean?

Have fun


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

rm_2drescue 39M

9/27/2005 12:29 am

hey welcum to blogland

steddyteddy3 41M
1 post
9/27/2005 1:18 am

hey are you still online

rm_jedimaster47 32M
1 post
9/27/2005 1:24 am

hey keep trying
neva give up !!!

DallasPhallus56 60M

9/27/2005 5:46 am

Why don't you write about your most recent adventure, just to give us a taste (so to speak) of what you like and how you write?

rm_chefmat1 54M
1 post
9/27/2005 5:48 am

i love to ride her

L1kes2watch 50M

10/7/2005 10:30 am

Gal, you look great and should have no problems beating off the guys. I would love to get the chance to know you. Good country gals are hard to come by these days. I love the rough and tumble action.

rufusbigdoggy 38M
3 posts
10/8/2005 2:07 pm

Keep postin, better to know there's some conversation goin behind the pics on here

lilsexycowgirl 31F
1 post
12/12/2005 7:32 pm

The break up is done and over, my heart is breaking, but no tears come down. I smile on the outside, I even laugh and act like i dont have a care in the world, I show a lying face but while inside of me my heart breaks piece by piece. I still care for this person and i will always care about him. If we are just friends, its like we are truly more then that, we have been with each other for two months and there were pretty much happy 2 months of my life, but we know so much about one another, we are friends, we are dance partners, we are two people that got to know one another and were there for one another through thick and thin times, but now we are ex's, but we are the kind of ex's that end up as friends and on very good terms. But last n not least, the happy memories, r not going 2 end!

My heart is breaking when he is gone...

But i guess i need time to recovery what i have lost in a relationship, and in the time i need to recover, i can look back on this and fiqure what i have done wrong so i can learn from my mistakes. Who knows maybe the next relationship i am in will better, and thats when i am ready to get in to one.

I think with enough patience for myself and for the guy that wants to get with me will respect my wishes and let me be me for a little while. I want to be able to mend my broken heart for the time being. I am not sure on how long its going to take but the next relationship i get into i want to last longer then 2 months, (thats how long this one lasted), He will remain in my heart till my dying day! I can say I love him as a friend, but care for him as or was a boyfriend. I just want things expecially all this hurt i feel to go away, even though i dont show it, to him its there, i dont and are not going to cry on the outside or least try not to, but it is definte that i will cry on the inside for a long time..

You'll find better love, stronger then as it ever was, deeper then the as the river runs, warmer then sun above, please remember me....-Tim McGraw

If Dean reads this, take this not the wrong way, but n a way for u to understand i have understood that we are going to remain friends, and dance partners. But i will always care for u!!!

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