Within the eyes of a Sadist  

lil_gurl_katie 34F
1 posts
8/10/2005 8:03 pm

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6/29/2006 7:50 pm

Within the eyes of a Sadist

i heard a noise,that fateful day,a scream in the distance that drew me away,
from all i knew,and all i had,from the life that was neither too good nor too bad
i walked before i knew i heard,and ran before i knew i walked,
and ever feeling judged and weighed,i ran to the sound of the scream in the fog.

i was blind i was cold i was scared and alone,and no one was holding my hand any more
i was changing while running,though so unaware,i was running to some metaphorical door
i was hurt i was loved i was tortured betrayed,and all in the space of this magical day
and always i ran to the sound of this scream,it felt like i was sleeping,yet it wasnt a dream

this day streached to night and this night into years,consuming my lusts and desires and fears
yet always it was in this one single day,when i'd heard the scream from millenia away
as it called to us all,in that one single day,yet that day was not measured in hours or time,
but the growing of bodies,fears hates love and minds and the day only ended,when we fit new designs.

LilMissAtomBomb 46F
4 posts
9/6/2005 10:18 pm

reading AnnRices "sleeping Beautiful" triogy now. Of course she is not as sadistic as good al' M.DS. but...still as

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