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Sorting out the Feelings
Sorting out the Feelings
I married because I impregnated, not because of love. It was a bad idea, I realize (15 years later), I thought love could grow.
As a result, I haven't experienced the emotional and physiological effects that, that "love" feeling causes. I'm getting it straight now however.
When I first started on AdultFriendFinder I got to chatting with a gal who wasn't really interested in having a "fling" with a married guy. She did however have a real weakness for guys who wanted to "talk". Not really knowing what I wanted at the time, and since I had only received a few less than acceptable responses, I pursued her.
We got to the point of exchanging separate emails and she left one that I interpreted as VERY interested. I REALLY misread things!
I was feeling that "pounding hollow feeling" in my chest, coupled with the excitement of a possible encounter. I felt like I was really starting to like her. I even verbalized to her that I hadn't expected something like this to happen on a "fuck site". Referring to my own amorous feelings.
She dropped me like a cold turd. Haven't heard a peep from her since. For all I know she blocked my emails. Good for her, she taught me a lesson !
Someday I hope to REALLY fall in love again, it will be interesting to compare those feelings to the pounding hollow chest ones. But I know now, that those feelings I just described were just the natural feeling of excitement that arise from a new potential encounter.
How can a 50 year old be so naive ?
9/9/2005 6:10 pm
They gota come to you!|
Look for naive and not completely refined. Also she must be a bisexual in the closet. Just show interest to all chicks that are this type and show off when they come around.
You do have a list of what you want in a woman don't you? You gota have a written list. Make that list NOW!!!
Think volume and forget about that carp that dropped you. There are abundant fish in the sea. Skip the taboo three words (I luv u), Romance and Dazzel them, Charm them and Excite them. Make THEM say it, this needs to be your goal now.
You will know you are on track to getting what you want whan you have to use a day planner to schedule your affairs.
Cull the loosers and replace them with new prospects ASAP. Don't waist time on a carp. Do not look back and NEVER tell the story of the CARP that got away.
Forget about wanting to fall in love some day and have fun for the now, you wont have time for (some day)if you get busy and Live...
She WILL come to you!
9/9/2005 6:18 pm
Maybe you can see where loneliness can take a person. It's a real eye opener!|