Waking Up Sorta Tired!!  

leppard1991 35F
5 posts
7/24/2006 3:15 am

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7/24/2006 11:36 am

Waking Up Sorta Tired!!

Well here I am again. Yet, another busy day and nothing to do with my feelings, hormonal feelings that is. I suppose it is just like someone like to me to be hard headed. I really don't mind sex, but also don't want to look like a slut either. I hear enough of that from my family members. I would hardly know how to deal with it coming from my own actions.

Speaking of my own actions. I had a friend (female) who kept at me for sex. I felt so bad for giving in later, but a part of me enjoyed it too. Doesn't exactly float over very well in the family home either. Since I wouldn't lie about it to my mom, (whom I live with - long story will explain later) I just told her. I suppose it went over well, but I think like I said before I would perfer a man as opposed to something drastic you know.

I don't know. I'm strong in my faith, but being strong in your faith leaves you frustrated too. Just look at me! I'm frustrated, but I don't want to do anything that will leave me ashamed of myself. I'm totally confused I suppose.

Well that is all for now. I want to thank all those who commented on my first entry. It's nice to know there are those out there whom are with you in your need.

Until next time........................

rm_mk1867 58M
60 posts
7/24/2006 8:07 am

You need to get a friend you can meet occassionally with and spend time together, forgeting the outside world exists. Do something for you and you don't have to tell mom, your a big girl now.
I recommend an older wiser gentleman, such as myself

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