a little something different...  

lenore00 33F
118 posts
6/9/2005 12:48 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

a little something different...

My drunken night that made me lose one of my best friends and maybe its for the best..

Ok, I dont drink.. but when I do, I just happen to do it right..ahhah... So, it started having a few drinks *shot of bacardi, shot of malibu rum, and pinapple juice, my fav drink* and then went to buying redbull to make yager shots, and then that brought about what else would taste good with redbull and leading too around a good 8 shots of southern comfort, vodka, and some really good mint choclate alchol. Then my friend just happend to buy me a bottle of vodka, which I did shots with my mom and finished off half the bottle. *and no i did not get sick at all, i was fine, drunk really drunk, but fine*

Well, I dont remember much, but the good thing is that at least I was home were I was safe with my mother who wasnt drunk at all, So I was responsible in that aspect. So back to not remembering, well I made a few phone callz to some friends, well basically to almost all the numbers in my cell *and thats over 60* My friend kel called me the next day and asked me about the message and said that I confessed my love for her and her fiance and blah blah blah, but she laughed her ass off, and saved it on her phone. Then we have mike who I actually talked too, did the same thing, and well aparently he took it way too seriously and it took me a few days to get it out of him of why he was acting so odd. And then I get the 'I think we should take some time apart' So, I have one friend who relized that i was bombed and just shrugged it off and laughed about it. And another who said I took things way too far with saying that.

So, at first I was pretty upset at myself, but then I relized how many times he would leave ridicolous voicemails on my phone when he was messed up and I just laughed it off. Now, Im just relizing that if he actually knew me like he sais he does, he shouldnt of taken that seriously. And for fucksake ive known the kid for 6 years, its not like I just picked him and started saying shit.

So, has anyone made the drunken phone calls, but ended up were one of your best friends tells you it took it way too far? Cause personally I think hes being a bit of an asshole about the whole thing.

~Amber


goddessofbitches 41M/33F

6/10/2005 7:07 am

Kind of sounds to me that maybe he had feelings for you and when he realized that your were drunk off your ass, that was what made him upset. I don't know, just a hypothesis. As for being everywhere you are, don't great minds think alike? I like to think of myself as a person that helps smack reality into people. I think your one of those too. And yes, people where bashing you, but you gotta figure that SOMEONE has to be the scapegoat. It used to be me. You should have seen the argument I got into with this guy that said people where stupid for waiting untill marriage to have sex. I flew off the damn handle. It wasn't pretty. I even went as far (god help me) while I was drunk that night to send him a personall email stating he was a Fart Fucker. Don't ask what that is, I have no clue, lol. Anyways, I liked your story, and maybe we can swap our "pity stories" or whatever people call them.
Hugs~~~MANDY

Always The Bitch


lenore00 33F

6/10/2005 4:55 pm

im impressed, somebody who can tell what im about! Girl your awesome! I could just imagine if we got drunk together.. One hell of a night

~Amber


mnfun952 102M

6/11/2005 10:15 am

Friends let you say WHATEVER you want at ANY TIME you want for ANY REASON AT ALL... and roll it all up with everything else you've ever done, or said, or thought...and loves you for the entire package..the entire experience that is... you.

Have Fun,

MnFun


paleryder123 56M
1 post
8/17/2005 7:57 am

Nah. He loves ya and wishes what u said was true. When he learned that it wasn't so ... well, ... he might have been disappointed. If you expect him to get over what you say and do, then maybe you need to get over what he says and does. If you expect him to accept you as you are, then you need to accept him as he is too. What you did was just you. What he did was just him. Don't blame him -- get past it.


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