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August 17th 2005
Today, I am living in Milwaukee and soon I will be in Madison. For the past month or so, I have been here preparing for college. Finding an apartment, scheduling classes, looking for old friends, trying to get a hang of a new larger school, etc.
In the past few weeks, however, a lot of things have happened to me. Some of them horrible, most of them sad, and a few of them good and great.
August 3rd, 2005 Germany. A friend of mine, "Jess", commited suicide. She was a very nice, very loving, and especially very beautiful girl. Why did she commit suicide you ask?
"Jess" was like one of us. People who got together with other people online. She was a lesbian, but unlike us, she was looking for a real relationship. She found someone, she found "Jamie". They first talked on the net. Then later chatted about the things we all love to chat about. They built a strong online bond and finally decided to meet. "Jamie" turned up to be a man. She ran home. Locked herself in her room. E-mailed goodbye her closets friends. As my friend broke through her door, she shot herself, in front of my friend, in the head. Turns up, that this "Jamie" is American as well.
Let me ask you people who pretend to be girls/couples a question. How many people do you have to hurt before you feel satisfied? How many people do you think you will hurt, before you are satisfied?
On ligter note, I've just recently joined this site. I've also joined the happiest bunch of people I've ever met. They accepted me with open arms into their community. They are by far the best thing that has happened to me since I came back to Milwaukee. Thanks guys, I really appreciate all of you, you guys are like my new family. I am saddend to leave Milwaukee and away from you guys. But Madison is only an hour's drive away and will try to visit on occasions.