A Venting, Restless Heart  

lareina05 40F
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7/24/2005 12:38 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A Venting, Restless Heart

My man is fine - at 6'2" and 290 lbs of naturally solid beef (dude is all bone and muscle- it's scary), he is multi lingual, educated, self employed, connected and ... did I mention fine?

But somehow the chemistry we had in the very beginning (4 years ago now), is gone. He irritates me and I irritate him.

We've been separated since March. Tonight, he invited me out to dinner and for what would have ended up to be dancing and then fun at home...and it all fizzled in the middle of dinner. It ended with him wanting to argue and me turning up the music and asking that he take me home. Needless to say...I would have rather hooked up with my girls and had an enjoyable Saturday night.

Why do things have to be so complicated?

This carcass of a relationship has been dead since January...why won't we just lay it to rest?

Needless to say, I'll be at the beach tomorrow morning, working on a tan and putting this train wreck behind me.

Thanks for listening.


lareina05 40F

7/24/2005 6:03 pm

Didn't get to the beach but accomplished quite a bit today for a pretty influential presentation coming up this week...

(Secretly wishing I had been able to go to the beach.)

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