Love will tear u a new one.  

ladyinquestion 39F
62 posts
6/30/2005 3:42 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Love will tear u a new one.

Yeah, I used the L word. I figure...he caught me off guard..I fell fast. I fell hard.

And it's not the fake, white-wedding, gotta have an exculsive, soul-crushing cage around u 24-7 kind of's a new drug (Thanks, Huey)...

It's the kind of--We never need to put chains on each other--I love his spirit, his moodiness, even his breath in the morning--kind of love, the--I've got to let him go but I hope he thinks of me once in a while--gosh I hope he will be happy and find what he's looking for someday--kind of love. I am amazed that he can do things...that other guys would see me walking out the door for...and I like kind of love that makes you boundlessly happy and intimately sad at the same time...and the kind of love that's so unearthly that it can't exist long in this world...

I've always had a hunch that a person could love multiple people in that way...met one other guy once (only knew him a few weeks lol)that I cared about that much...never so much as kissed him...always wanted to though...I always wonder how he is...though it's been 15 years since I last saw him...I'm thinking if I have to wait another 15...I'm gonna need support hose. lol.

REAL love, may only be in full bloom for a little while I guess...then life screws it up...Oh well, I'll take what I can get...and I sure as Hell liked it when it happened...and no matter when or where we end up...I'll always be his girl.

Well, I may only get a couple more nights with my favorite guy (If I even get that...) before he has to leave for a while...I hope I don't find a way to screw them up...

HEY me out...any advice on how I can make them the best...let me know?


aVeteranwith8 49M

7/2/2005 4:18 am

seems he has struck you deep. i have never seen love that deep go just one way on the open. he must feel the same way allbe it from a differant angle. you best way to please him is to give the geatest gift. BO YOURSELF. he isnt in love with gifts, dinners, special offering. he loves the flower of Bonnie as you are at you most to him a feeling of reassurance that you are here for him before he leaves, while he is gone and when he gets back all with the same conviction. keep him close while he is gone. reassure him you will send letter, items of intamacy and you cant wait to hear from him. you both are lucky that nowdays staying in touch is just a click and phone call away. besides bieng lucky enough to have somebody that cares enough for you to give up your soul keys.
I just wish i was the target of you affection. lucky man

aVeteranwith8 49M

7/4/2005 9:03 pm


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