Dorothy, you're not in Kansas anymore.  

ladyinquestion 39F
62 posts
7/3/2005 12:24 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Dorothy, you're not in Kansas anymore.

Sometimes I don't like waking up...

Life can be so strange...This morning, after wonderful sex with that special guy...I tell ya, he sure can rock my world, (of course I ruined it by gettin too drunk and actin like a jerk --cried over him anyway...after promising him it wouldn't get emotional...and it upset him...maybe I'm not such a jerk just a sad gurl with feelings...I probably shouldn't be so ashamed of that--But not somethin' I usually do...)

Anyway...the whole world looked that sick yellow color u only see after ETOH has its way with you...and makes u its bitch...and I'm on the toilet grateful for that first mornin piss (sorry, I'm still horny and I cuss when I'm horny) And I just feel beaten up by my life...by circumstances...by who I am...by the bridges I've burned and the ones I've yet to burn...and I hear comin through the apartment walls:
(voice of a boy about 8 years old) "That fuckin dog...I want to kill him...I don't want to live with him anymore...I'm going to throw him off the deck." Boy's Mom: "Well, now calm down..." Boy: He bit me on the face and I think it's bleeding...I want to kill him. Fucking dog." Mom to the dog: (And I didn't make this up...) "Toto, now, you can't bite..."

I just don't know...time and the world spin around me sometimes like a dizzying tornado...and I can see the witch on her bicycle and the cow flying around in there...when you can just feel in your gut that Einstein was right about the universe...relatively...and I just wanna know where Aunty Em keeps the rat poison cuz the whole thing just ain't right...

That's what I get for drinkin cheap booze in the guise of a cheap gurl...and my price is going ever lower...I'd do It for a sidelong glance in my direction and a decent Tom Collins at this point...Maybe buy the guy a drink if he as much as says, "Hey Toots, yer not half bad." LOL (I'm ALL bad...rotten to the core.)

I'm swearing off tender lovin'...getting way too soft...too sentimental (senti-MENTA lol.. Give me the rough stuff...Grab me, hold me down and slam it in like u really want some! I could really use a good tossin...any of u boys up for it? I'm free the weekend after next.

Let's Party.

And yes, if you were wondering, I'm still in love, but It's not agreeing with me. Maybe Tums will help.


ByteChaser2 53M

7/3/2005 3:12 pm

GURLLLL We need to talk, seriously! The party is just starting!

XX


gembarok 48M

7/3/2005 9:10 pm

Funny... One of the first ice breakers I ask someone is what character they would be in the wizard of Oz. Myself... I would be a horse of a different color. To many people loose the effect of the answer when they see things only in black and white. I'll take that drink... Cognac... no ice... prefer VAOP though... CIao


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