Un-shed Tears  

laceteddy_2001 32F
60 posts
10/8/2005 9:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Un-shed Tears

Through the years of my life, I haven't truely been happy.. I'm not even sure I quite know how to be.

What would make me happy? Why is it I can give such good advice to a friend, but can't seem to take my own?

In my life there is one thing, and one thing alone- a slow, and constant downward spyral to my demise.

Perhapse I wasn't meant to be happy? To have a family, someone who cares enough about me to want to be with me.

*sigh* Enough sadness goodnight.

SLCCStudent22 33M

10/9/2005 9:16 pm

And it might possibly help to consider how living with someone you are in love with can contribute to your feelings. I'm not saying that to be rude in any way. It just might kind of explain things. Having something that is a sour point in your face all the time kind of sucks ass.

rm_Egamst4k 31M

10/11/2005 6:45 pm

I think the same sometimes, myself. Sit there staring off into nothing in particular just wondering why this or that happened... why I don't feel all cheery and perky. Maybe I just don't force myself to be that way like other people.

I know I can be a drag sometimes, but I've a very cynical view on a lot of things.

If you ever want to just chat, lemme know. I'd love to see how screwed up both our lives are.

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