Why Can't I Stop?????  

kyoteki 47M
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8/19/2006 7:45 am

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8/20/2006 11:49 pm

Why Can't I Stop?????


I do it every morning, as I lie in bed. I close my eyes and enjoy the relaxing feeling I get when I'm done. Sometimes, I'll do it again as I shower, just because I want that feeling again. Then I'm off to work. I didn't do it at work before because other people knowing my business, but I think I've hidden it well. So now I find myself doing it two, or sometimes three times at work. God, it feels like such a nasty habit, but I just can't stop. The feeling is so fucking good. I've tried doing it while driving home, but I just can't seem to be that coordinated, as I need both hands on the wheel. So, finally I make it home, away from prying eyes, and judgemental others. In the privacy of my home, I can do it over, and over, and over again. Sometimes five or six times before I retired to bed. But, if I really needed it that day, I end my day right where it began, doing it one more time.




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