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i'm at an interesting point in my life. my fantasy and imagination are strong, but my realism is getting stronger. creativity, thank god, is still in everything i do...just from a different perspective than before.
i need a reason to be passionate again...a reason to smile like a goofball. goals are what drive me now and in some ways that's a wonderful thing, but i hate being only spontaneous with myself.
i saw the sky today...even at 3am it was a wonderful sight. it seemed so vast yet full of potential. so awe inspiring and warm. i sit there and think about what i am and what i was. am i so different? or am i waiting for something to trigger my old passion. we shall see, or at the very least, i shall see