after reading craptoast's post  

konkali 40F
91 posts
10/30/2005 11:15 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

after reading craptoast's post


I guess it's been something I've been avoiding writing about. I miss being excited about something. anything.. inspired, motivated.. insipid life, continues, and we keep on living, I don't want a a passionate romance to distract me, but I want to smell pretty flowers, not just see them..
I am too, as he is bored. I'm coming to terms that I may have a relationship I will keep, for a long long time, and that's peachy, but I don't feel excited, I don't have any negative sentiments, bbut just not excited.. .then again, perhaps it's just the overcast day.. at least I hope it is..

and I'm a bit peeved.. I know I'm going to have to have words with a friend of mine about last nite..
Heheh.. what he would say if he realized I hung out here.. I think he found me a bit to harlotish.. which was a bit of the point of halloween this year, for me.. oh well..
groans..

craptoast 39M

11/9/2005 7:27 pm

what happened to your other post? it disappeared.


konkali 40F

11/10/2005 6:40 am

why? I just turned it off for a bit.. I got tired of seeing it whenever I looked at my blog.. I'll bring it back on when i add a new entry..


zanzibarus 38M

11/12/2005 7:37 pm

i think with any long term relationships, not every day is going to be exciting and new. Sometimes its just the same old stuff day in and day out. But then thats whats makes the surprises all the more special...

re your post on my blog - the leather hasn't chafed... yet... but i can pretend, if only to be tied down and tickled with a feather... hehe


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