Exposing more than my penis.  

kokpelli_999 61M
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9/19/2005 7:44 pm

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Exposing more than my penis.

I wrote this in response to one of Heavenly_body39's posts.

How do you trust anyone on this site? I trust ninety-nine percent of the members on AdultFriendFinder are after sex. Initially that’s why I joined, to get fucked.Few are here to establish long term relationships. People seldom join because they are looking for an immediate long term relationship.Many see themselves as playing catchup. LTR’s that not only include an exclusive committed relationship but long term friendships also. Most are here to fuck crazy. As the AdultFriendFinder home page advertises “the Worlds Largest Sex and Swinger Personal Site” It doesn’t advertise “Find a Meaningful and Enduring Relationship here” That’s over on e/Harmony. I readily accept this site as “anything goes”. Given these premises, I trust myself to sense the trust worthiness of others. Much to my delight I have made some friends here. Do they trust me? Yes to the extent they know I’m honest and discreet. I have had to back away from some acquaintances I’ve made here because I realized they were not in my best interest. I define that as self-preservation.
Heavenly another observation to consider, men are breeders. I know it’s so anti PC. But I’m speaking from the male perspective so indulge me. If we men indulge our propagating genetics it’s just a cold hearted animalistic instinct to fuck anything in heat. I don’t condone such activity because I don’t believe it makes me or society better. But being honest with myself I acknowledge it is part of my humanness.(No such word I know) I’m too sensitive to burden my conscience with such casual encounters.
It’s taken me the last three and half months to figure this little bit out about myself. At times it was very very confusing and frightening. As a writer much more famous than I will ever be wrote,
”To thine own self be true”

tillerbabe 56F

9/19/2005 10:29 pm

Beautiful Kok.
Thank you for sharing with us.

What have I learned in the last 3 months? Well, I initially came her to be "fucked" - I hadn't had sex in 2 years... yes, you read that right - 2 YEARS! I know it's hard to believe, but with work restraints and other obligations I felt I had nothnig to "give" anyone and it just wouldn't be fair. It was a choice. Sexually, I'm a "giver".

I love this site, but honestly, it wears me out. Not because of all the sex I'm getting, (cuz its really not that much...) but becuase. although people initially seem that they are after a superficial fuc - most on here are beautiful, deep people as I have seen in "Blogland", and to add to that they are very supporting and aware of their own sexuality and other's.
What wears me out? The emotinal contact that I didn't expect, the realization of the "need" for an LTR, or at least a desire for one... when they meet someone they didn't expect to meet.
I absolutely love people and their diversity.
I have learned that the intense innate desire we all have to "couple" - the animal within all of us, is tempered by sweetness, care, compassion and a desrie to connect emoitonally. It makes me proud to be part of the human race.

kokpelli_999 61M

9/20/2005 1:01 pm

You are welcome Tiller Babe. Thank you for reading my post and sharing your experiences. Blogland can be a wonderful place.

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