rough night....  

kittykat059 37F
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6/22/2006 8:39 pm

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6/25/2006 9:18 pm

rough night....


Ok so I freaked tonight...I was on the phone with afore mentioned guy for the third time today..and we started to discuss the physical stuff that might come about in our potential relationship..I was waiting to tell him about my H until tomorrow in person(more tactful and respectful that way), but I was choking back tears when we started talking physical and I told him about it and how I got it...he took it ok and we did end up talking again for a fourth time(ya see he's a firefighter so he has to run every once and a while to a call) after I told him and he still seemed ok with it..and we are still seeing each other tomorrow night..I also couldnt stop crying for a half hour after hanging up with him that third time...and now I have a dull headache I feel so drained emotionally...

smiles4harry 38M

6/22/2006 9:28 pm

well gurl the most important thing was you were honest about it and i am sure any good hearted person would be happy for you on that.. Well it isnt something that should make someone hate you. so girl sleep well and have a good night for a better tommorow.. hope it makes u feel better..


kittykat059 replies on 6/23/2006 9:04 am:
Thanks Harry itwould be nice to think that a person could hate me for that but its happened to me with other guys, guys from here in fact. Thanks for the positive outlook!

smiles4harry 38M

6/23/2006 1:31 pm

Kitty the sad part is people fail to look beyond the fact that it could happen to them too. Some things are just not within our realms and well fretting and regretting over it is just not right.. as far as others are concerned sometimes it really is difficult for people to step into other's shoes and know them.. i would say sometimes lack of knowledge abt Herpes is a major factor in people getting wierd abt it.. it is normal but just created to appear asif one is doomed with something nasty. I can feel ya.. so buddy there is always light at the end of the tunnel... love is always there waiting for u.. u dont need a searchlight.. take care and peace and all the best..


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