I forgot...  

kissnlik 40F
295 posts
7/10/2006 8:13 pm

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7/16/2006 8:31 pm

I forgot...

I've forgotten! I've forgotten what it's like to kiss. I've forgotten what it feels like to be touched and carressed gently by a man. I've forgotten how to love, to be loved ,to see that love in your lovers eyes, to feel love deep in the dark corners of your heart. I've forgotten how to stop and just breathe. I've forgotten how to relax, how to sit back and enjoy the view, to feel the cool breeze caress my skin in the morning. I've gotten lost, burried deep under the lists of demands made by those around me, demands from my peers, demands from my children, demands made from the one person in the world who wasn't supposed to let me forget. They've burried me under their laziness, drowned me with their selfishness. I've grown tired. I want it to stop. I want to remember these things that have been lost for so long. I want my heart to thaw, to beat full of life once again. I want to be able to listen once again, to understand what you are saying, to give an answer that has meaning. My head is full of thoughts and ideas, but my heart is empty. You've drained the life from me and did it ever so slowly. Why did you do it? Did you not care? Are you the only person who counts? What else will you blame me for? How long will it take you to see what you've done to me? Why won't you listen? Why won't you care? I want it all back, and I will find it.....somewhere.

ScopionLoco4U 47M
18 posts
7/10/2006 9:02 pm

Your eyes are filled with a glistering gleam. Sparkling through all the uncertainty within. Your skin is delicate as silk. Gentle strokes you should feel, from fingers stroking your hair. Hummm!!! The aroma you emit, feels a room with such intoxicating fragrance. Sometimes day goes and hours past, making absense of a love seem like forever after.

Not so my precious GEM. Allow your heart to sparkle again. Smile from the love you pocess within. Feel the JOY that any day can bring. Your a gift to life. Wrap your package in the most appealing wrapper you can. Reach deep and find time for you. Demand that, when the errands from any given day, tries to beat you down. Tell the children your on vacation from them. When they ask where your at, whining that they need you. Pretend as though you don't here them and ditto those words back to them. Then ignore them again. After smiling and saying you still LOVE them. But your on vacation from them and tending to yourself for a while. No disrespect Mam! I'd sweep you up and pamper you from head to toe. If only in my dreams. I'd surely enjoy the chance. You take charge and allow the cool breeze to flow across your face. Let your hair down. Put some dazzy ducks on, a tee shirt no bra and lye in your back yard if thats as far as you can go. Imagine me there with you. Caressing you so. Be sweet and keep that smile of yours. Takes to much energy to frown.

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
7/10/2006 9:07 pm


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