Dumped on  

kissnlik 40F
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7/30/2006 6:45 pm

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10/2/2006 6:46 am

Dumped on

I just got through reading a blog from a man who is being dummped by his girlfriend and can truly say that I am now once again depressed after that. He describes how he knows it's over and how he's been trying to reason with her to make her stay. I've just realized I've never been that girl. I've never had anyone beg me to stay with them or try to reason with me so I will give it a second chance. I've always usually been the one who was dummped. The few times I've been the dumper, I never had anyone tell me to stay or beg me to change my mind. Maybe things would have been different now if there were ever one time in my life that one of these men showed me they actually gave a fuck. I mean, really, I put up with a lot of crap, but the one thing that sends me screaming for the hills is when the person I cared about doesn't give a second thought about me. It gets so lonely and I'm not good at dealing with that, especially when the person is sitting right in front of me but chooses to look right through me to some other point of interest. I don't know what it feels like to be wanted and needed. I do however know quite to well what it feels like to be used. I'm not a stranger to that feeling, but I always see it too late!


7/30/2006 7:14 pm

feeling your pain!

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