couldnt sleep  

kats60 56F
739 posts
10/24/2005 3:01 am

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couldnt sleep

ITS ABOUT 5 AM NOW, BUT IVE BEEN UP SINCE 3 SOMETHING, I WENT TO BED ABOUT 1 AM, SO I DIDNT GET CRAP FOR SLEEP ,TO MANY WORRIES I GUESS,I PUT ON SOME COFFEE, AND GOT ON HERE, WRAPPED UP IN A BLANKET,,KINDA COOL THIS MORNING,GONNA GO IN LATER TO WORK TODAY,HAVE SOME THINGS TO DO THAT I COULDNT FRIDAY AFTER WORK. MOM ASKED ME THE OTHER DAY IF I GET LONELY HERE ALL BY MYSELF LIVING OUT HERE ALL BY MYSELF , OH GOD YES, IT GETS SO QUIET HERE. NOT HAVING SOMEONE IN MY LIFE IS TERRIBLY LONELY TOO! I SEE PEOPLE AT WORK AND STUFF BUT ITS NOT THE SAME,NOT HAVING SOMEONE TO COME HOME AND KISS REGULARLY,ETC ETC...BUT ITS BETTER ALONE THAN IN A BAD MARRIAGE,IF IM ALONE THE REST OF MY LIFE ILL LIVE THRU IT !


janmecir 53M
158 posts
10/24/2005 4:03 am

I just had a similar night to you....lying there....sleep not coming to me at all....the window open...listening to the rain lashing and driving hard against the roof...
....I'd had a lonely day yesterday....didn't talk to anybody!....which is really sad. I feel sad for myself. Poor me!
Gonna make some strong coffee now....then read the rest of your blog...from page 1....
Hi there....forgot to say that...
Jan


rm_rome211 60M
26 posts
10/24/2005 11:13 pm

if only others would understand your wisdom nestled in your casual remarks. these simple almost pithy statements would go unnoticed if only they weren't true.

i like 2 of them: i couldn't agree with you more when you stated..."it's better alone than in a bad marriage". secondly, i love your closing..."if i'm alone the rest of my life, i'll live thru it!"

listen and apprehend the vastness of their meaning and relevancy for today's relationships.


rm_fueler03 67M

10/25/2005 5:28 am

Whats with the no sleep? I have been going thur this for about a week.
I'll weak up about 1 or 2 and not able to go back to sleep. I just get up a drink a cup of coffee and get ready and go to work. I know what you mean about its better to be by myself than in a bad marriage or relationship.
Have been there and done that !!
going to try to go camping this weekend or next and get away from it all for awile. Time to relax.

Have a good day to you.
Bill


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