REGRETS... REGRETS  

kats60 56F
739 posts
11/26/2005 9:09 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

REGRETS... REGRETS

OF ALL TIMES IN MY LIFE,IT HAS TO HAPPEN NOW,PATIENCE HAS NEVER BEEN MY GREATEST ATTRIBUTE, BUT I TRIED HARD TO BE, BUT F...KED UP I GUESS THIS PAST MONTH,ILL PROBABLY LIVE THE LIFE OF A MONK NOW,FOR I KNOW I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO HAVE BEEN LEFT STANDING HERE ALONE,AND NOT WITH MY BEST FRIEND.I WAS WATCHING A GOOD MOVIE MOLL FLANDERS, AND WHEN MOLLS HUSBAND GOT SICK AND DIED, I CRIED MY ASS OFF!HOW I WANT TO FEEL THAT KIND OF LOVE,TIRED OF FEELING EMPTY AND ALONE... I NEED TO DUMP MY COMPUTER OR AT LEAST STAY THE HELL OUT OF THIS DATING SITE, I ONLY WANT ONE MAN, MY BLOG KEPT ME GOING , BUT LISTENING TO ONE OF MY ADVISORS ON HERE,LOL,I GOTTEN TO LIKE HIM, EVEN TRUSTED, TO ONLY BE TAKEN IN BY HIS LIES, AND I MADE HIM GO AWAY. TRUST;;; ITS GONNA BE HARD,MY MOM AND EVRYONE I KNOW SAYS IM CRAZY TALKING TO PEOPLE ON HERE, BUT I SAY TO THEM, HEY IM HONEST,,I KNOW THEIRS MORE OUT THERE, LIKE ME,THEIR NOT ALL BAD! MY SIS SAYS ONLY THE ONES WHO ADMIT TO WORKING AT RADIOSHACK AND THE LIKE ARE FOR REAL.WELL NOT SURE ABOUT THAT BUT ...LOL MY MOM AND SISTER I KNOW MEAN WELL, THEYVE SEEN ME HURT EVEN BY DAN, THEY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM,THEIR AFRAID FOR ME! DAN , ILL NEVER FORGET, THIS OTHER ONE I HAD NO TIME WITH TO GET MY HEART REALLY BROKEN OVER,BUT I THINK ILL JUST STAY ALONE FOR AWHILE AND TAKE THE ADVICE OF ANOTHER ON HERE, WHEN YOU QUIT LOOKING FOR LOVE, THEN YOULL FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hobbes1025 46M

11/26/2005 10:24 pm

I'm not sure if you quit looking, it will find you! Maybe that's because I haven't really quit looking, either. Of course, to quit looking, I'd have had to have started. Well, it's more like I keep on "wishing, and hoping, and longing" for "LOVE" to find me!
I still cry when I hear "Hopelessly Devoted to You", because I can feel the words burning in my mind. You can hear all of the emotion that Olivia Newton-John put into singing that song.., it just tugs at my heartstrings.

Love will find you, Kat. Don't give up on it!


rm_frannipants 64F

11/26/2005 10:34 pm

please just think of this AS HIS LOSS...your are a good person....feel positive about yourself....as they say What Goes Around Comes Around...
Feeling good about yourself is the best view you should have on life...
and Life will go on with our without these dishonest people in your life!


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