frusterated and angry  

justforus1971 45M/45F
11 posts
7/24/2005 9:59 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

frusterated and angry

I lost a msn group today. Appearently they found out that I am actively looking for a woman and said that I was not the type of woman they wanted in there group any more. I have been a member of this group for almost 3 years and through everything that has happened they kick me out for being bisexual and treat it like a phase I am going through. I dont know how they found out and right now I could care less I just wanted to vent and here seemed to be a good place.
I am a good person the only thing that has changed in the past couple of years is the fact I cant hide anymore. I should have expected this but for some reason I didnt think this group was like that.
I hope all you bisexuals and lesbians out there are not judged the way I have been but I bet you get alot worse and I am just whinny. I have never had a problem with people not accepting me for who I am but I am also not fully out of the closet yet either.
I had planned to come out on my birhtday which is 2 weeks away. I have invited all my gay and bi friends to a BBQ then go to a gay club that night.
You know the more I type the better I feel and screw them. I am not loosing a group a group is losing me.
Thank you for listening to me vent. I still wont get to sleep anytime soon but I feel better.

nightstogether 56M

7/25/2005 2:15 am

It's a strange feeling when it first happens, but - sadly, as it happens a lot - you get used to it.

Makes you think about how advanced our modern society is, really. In this 'free' society where everything is acceptable, there are still pockets of people who believe that everyone who s different to them is abnormal and try to force their own opinion through as being the only right one.

Such people such groups, are only to be pitied.

private-intellectual (.de)

sexyeyes375 47F

7/25/2005 2:26 am

sorry hun.. celebrate you and don't look back.

Happy early Birthday!!

sbf_bbw 54F

7/25/2005 3:26 pm

Hey Just,
That rots about your msn group; The thought police are everywhere.... I hope you and your pals have a blast on your b-day

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