A short note to the man in my life  

justcruising76 59F
89 posts
6/27/2006 4:04 pm

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A short note to the man in my life

I have loved you unconditionally for 14 yrs now hoping that some day you would really love me too.
The time has come for me to move on and find somebody else that will love and cherish me the way that i deserve to be loved.I opened my heart and soul to you but you never allowed me into yours.
My heart and soul cries out everyday for love and tenderness but you dont want to open up. I realise that you had a hard time growing up without love and tenderness and dont need it , but i do.
I know that i will find somebody to share the love i have inside me with. I always shared it with my children but they are all grown and have a love of their own now.
I pray for you that you will find love in the brothels that you frequent, i also pray that you will find peace of mind with somebody you meet there.I have given you my full permission to frequent the brothels and now suddenly you are are'nt interested in that anymore.!!!!!!after doing it behind my back all these years.!!
My heart bleeds for you everyday and i pray that the good Lord guides you in the right direction .My direction for now is too find somebody that will appreciate the love i have to offer and i know he is out there somewhere , longing for love the same as i am .
You will remain my friend until the end of time , but definately not my lover.
take care of youself and i wish you all the luck in the world.


rm_Capie00 54M
41 posts
6/27/2006 6:07 pm

JC,

When we are in pain we see very little beauty in being. Dissonance and ugliness, tragedy and sorrow, bring us to the edge of paradise, where we may yearn even more for what is not there.

Happiness in life is to love and be loved. I hope you find peace in your present situation, the love that you are looking for and that special someone who'll appreciate you for who you are and the special person I've learned you to be the past few months.

But ...

It's also true that friendship doubles your joys and divides your sorrows. It's important to have friends to lean on and share your burden. We are social creatures and need the support from the people close to us and thus enhancing our chances of survival.

Hugs & kisses ...


justcruising76 59F

6/28/2006 3:25 am

My dear friend Capie, that is why people like you are so special.My reason for being here just knowing that there is always somebody out there to while away the lonely hours with.I thank you for being my friend, even if we dont chat much , just knowing you are there makes it all good for me . Take care of yourself and thank you for being YOU.As always ........ BIG hugs and kisses x x x x x


Toodela 59M
1745 posts
6/28/2006 5:36 pm

Teddy ... I think I know and yes, it is not easy to do, has never been and will never be ... but, and it always sounds so hollow and hard to say it, I am glad you decided to move on ... it is YOUR time now. We can only do so much for so long to hang on and then we need to let go, we owe it to ourselves.

Time is too precious. Love ... real love and happiness even more precious and you are precious and you deserve the best you can give yourself ... but never stop being the real you.

Just know I think of you and you are in my prayers.

Take care ...

ΓΏ


Honor has not to be won; it must only not be lost.

~One Minute in Life~



justcruising76 59F

6/29/2006 2:30 am

My dear friend Toodela , ditto what i have said to Capie.Thank you for always being around somewhere in the wee hours when sleep evades me, and always allowing me to express what i am feeling....Without friends like you guys that are always willing to lend and ear , times like these can be very difficult.

As always BIG hugs and kisses x x x x xx x x x x xx


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