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Hook up and Surgery
Hook up and Surgery
Well Monday (4/3/06) I have surgery on my spine. My neck this time. And vwa la in six short months my bone grafts will be healed and I'll be as good as new. Except for the loose of motion due to the surgeries (so they say). I think I'll reserve my opinion until say next summer so my body can have a full year to heal.
Through this wonderful site I have met a fantastic woman that I have been chatting with for the last week (2 to 5hrs/day) and talked to a couple of times and had some great phone sex. So this week end, before my surgery, we'll get together Saturday and have through Sunday evening to "play". My two year plus drought is about to get flooded. There are a lot of complications that could arise from my surgery, ranging from damaged vocal cords just from moving them out of the way, to nerve damage or major arterial damage ending in death. I haven't told her. I don't want her to worry or spoil me. I want real wild and passionate sex, not sympathy sex. She knows about the surgery not all the complications. As the day grows nearer I find I'm worrying (and getting more scared) the closer the day comes. I know I'm taking a chance she'll read this but, I wanted to get this down in case... something happens. I know this is all paranoia but that doesn't stop the thoughts from popping in. Family and friends keep asking and I explain it to them and that brings up the...doubts. But I can't keep going through life in pain and unable to do the things I love to do. Due to the accident I was in two years ago I have arthritis set into almost every joint. Thats nothing compared to the pain from the bad spine. Just like my lumbar surgery, they will take out two disks and one vertebrae, put a plate, two rods, and four screws in there place in my neck. Well enough of that. I think I'll go chat with my "date" and get cheered up.