Oh! My first time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

jungandhorney 42F
98 posts
6/25/2005 1:14 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Oh! My first time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unlike my first time at sexual intercourse, I actually feel something!! Ha, ha, ha!

Ahem....my whole experience so far on this site has been, well....kind of amazing. Not that I have gone from virgin to Lady Marmalade but I have learned much more about myself than I thought possible.

When I signed up for this site initially, I just wanted to have sex that I could actually scream about. I have never really felt sexual and always felt that there was no way any man would want to touch me. It had been seven years since I had last had sex and that experience was less than memorable. I suppose low self esteem and depression played a huge part there. So, out of the desperate need to be touched, I made a profile, entered my credit card information, and began to explore this site.

My first profile pictures were, well, modest. My main photo had me in my Pink Freud t-shirt. However, I got some mail. From men. That was fun! I started getting lots of mail and compliments and sweet nothings.....I was actually called "sexy"! And soon I hooked up with a real life male. And I had sex. And then I had to ponder the benefits of abstinence and wanted to join a convent. This guy managed to miss every single erogenous zone on my body. He watched porn on the computer, used a vibrator on me, but kept his distance, never returned oral favors, never even kissed me, did not remove my shirt or bra, never even tried to feel my breasts, had sex with me doggie style, and then premature ejaculation. He got off the bed and asked, "Do you want to finish yourself off?" What the hell? I felt like a prostitute. I was there for his pleasure but what about mine? After the shock of having the worst sex of all time, I vowed NEVER to have sex with him again. I signed on to find the joys of sex, not to experience the worst of it! So, I went off to find a more suitable fuck buddy. I was then stood up twice by two different men. So, kudos to me for deciding, "Hey, it's their loss!" Since then I have discovered that screaming orgasms ARE real things and that web cam sex is just no good. Also, double kuddos to me for sticking to my ethics and being true to myself when I say "no, thanks" because of my preference or because the man is married.

The first group I joined was Fun Women & Men of the Valley. By participating in this group and a couple of others, I have realized that on this site I am much more honest and open then on any other web site and thus I have more fun! I am less inhibited and really don't give a fuck about what others think about me.

Through all of this I have come to discover that yes, I am a sexy momma and that I am a much stronger woman than I give myself credit for. I even bought matching bras and panties for the first time ever in my life! And I like that they match! And I do care if they match! And my pictures have gotten, well, more interesting!!!!! I also enjoy doing web cam shows!!! Ha, ha, ha!!! I would have never guessed that about myself!

Anyways, thanks for reading my first blog.

Be good,

rm_RandomXS2 62M
88 posts
6/25/2005 8:48 am

Jung! You sexxxy thang! LOL You forgot to mention that you're one smart cookie, on top of everything else...err...lemme rephrase that...

PillsburyCodeBoy 60M

6/26/2005 7:04 am

Good for you that you could learn so much about yourself in your time so far on this site. This place can teach you a lot about yourself and others if you're open to learning. Nice start for your blog. I look forward to reading more.

milkman32808 42M

6/26/2005 9:46 am

I enjoyed reading what you had to write, it was very honest. I can relate to being in a drought and just looking for a decent friends with benefits candidate. I didnt sign up yet for this site, if you resond I would have a reason to

Happy2MeetUAlso 51M
2 posts
7/1/2005 12:24 am

Girl, hate to hear your experience wasn't the greatest. But, we learn and go on living. Don't know what your first pic was like, but I certainly like your current pose. Suggestive, tasteful, and teasing. And then your comment about Altoids on your other blog!!

Don't sell yourself short, you've apparently got lots going for you..

Looker00000 63M
2 posts
7/12/2005 3:19 pm

I Do see that You've Grown ! I was taught at the age of 13 that if a Man Cums too quickly, that There is Still something left to Do ! Now I Make sure that the woman I'm with gets a handfull (not with there hands) of Orgasms.I Have Yet to meet someone from this site, I wont lie. Although it seems that age discrimation also goes with sex !Experence and Knowledge Goes No where ! Not any women are Going to trust You for rope Play unless they Know them Well !

simpleguy4luv 40M
3 posts
7/14/2005 9:57 pm

loved reading ur blog, im a new guy here. Havent met anyone yet, but im sure looking forward to. Have a nice day!

Barbiebunny69 43F

7/21/2005 8:29 pm

whay to go Jung & welcome to Blogville

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
7/25/2005 6:32 am

You have developed a great attitude in spite of the pitfalls. Also, you express yourself very well.

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