Julie Makes Love..  

julie4daddy34 45F
844 posts
7/14/2006 12:30 pm

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7/19/2006 9:39 pm

Julie Makes Love..

For those of you who 'know' me..or for those who have read my posts..know that I had never made love before.

Until Now.

As far as I can see women have 3 gifts they are able to give a deserving man in life.

1. Children
2. Virginity
3. Making love

I waited until I was 19 to give up my virginity, in hopes of finding that 'fairy tale' man that would love me the rest of my life. Yeah well..I fucked that one up.

Making love was the one thing I had left that I was bound and determined I was not going to fuck up. It took me almost 35 years..but I am oh so glad I waited! Was it worth the wait? OH HELL YES!!!!

You have to understand, my concept of making love is different than most. In my eyes..you cant make love to someone unless you truly love that person. Otherwise its just slow fucking.

This was no slow fucking. And for the first time, a man actually looked into my eyes, and I allowed myself to look back. I normally keep my eyes closed the entire time I'm with someone. This time was different and I knew it. The eyes are the portal to the soul..and therefore I've always kept my eyes closed or looked away for fear of seeing something I didnt want to see. This time I saw just what I wanted to see, I felt how I wanted to feel, I loved how I wanted to love and be loved.


julie4daddy34 45F
599 posts
7/15/2006 11:58 pm

    Quoting Javario:
    wow good for you! good post, and hope that turns out!

    -javario
Thanks hon!


rm_bigchoklatdk 45M

7/16/2006 8:53 pm

Excellent Julie!!! Hope things go great 4 ya!

Holla.


julie4daddy34 45F
599 posts
7/17/2006 5:35 am

    Quoting rm_bigchoklatdk:
    Excellent Julie!!! Hope things go great 4 ya!

    Holla.
Thank you so much!


Choozmi 50M

7/17/2006 11:38 pm

I've been lucky enough to make love a few times.

They are memories I don't think about too often because in a couple of cases there is some pain attached.

But I would rather have made love and lost than never have made love at all.


julie4daddy34 45F
599 posts
7/18/2006 9:02 am

    Quoting Choozmi:
    I've been lucky enough to make love a few times.

    They are memories I don't think about too often because in a couple of cases there is some pain attached.

    But I would rather have made love and lost than never have made love at all.
A few times? Yes, I'd say your lucky. Sorry to hear there is some pain attached..hopefully the future wont hold any. I hear you about having loved and lost rather than not at all. You have such a postive outlook. Thanks for posting.


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