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Part 2 ---- Unknown Discontent
Part 2 ---- Unknown Discontent
The blaring horn...she knew it was coming.
Finishing her dressing, literally running from her room pulling her head through the opening of her blouse, adjusting the waist of her jeans, and cursing because she didn't have time to put on her mask.
Running through the hall, to the kitchen, grabbing her purse and keys, she exited her kingdom. Turning the prerequisite locks to ensure the safety of her possessions, she skipped down the steps, nearly tripping, and spilled into the morning, grinning sheepishly to her best friend waiting in the car.
"Hurry up! The rush is on and people are maniacs on the road!" Allison yelled playfully to Raina.
Getting into the car, Raina relaxed immediately.
Ally was the only person she knew that burned incense in her car, and it was a fast fix for the kind of morning she had. Sitting back and closing her eyes, she inhaled deeply and laughed.
"What is this? You are such a tease, Raina. You get into my car, radiant with no makeup, and braless! Who happened to you?"
Raina's eyes popped open.
"Oh crap..." she sighed and giggled.
Allison was her best friend, and they shared....almost everything. Ally was bi-sexual, and Raina didn't know enough about herself to know anything past the fact that she was a female who had seen the hurt end of life all too often.
"You know, you look best with no makeup. The lack of bra adds immensely, but that is because I want to bed you." Ally said playfully, as always, knowing that the blow off was coming silently as it always had. She knew Raina was blushing without having to look, and she grinned selflessly.
"What has you in such a good mood?" asked Raina after she caught up with her racing heartbeat and breath.
"Tina." Raina looked over to Ally, and smiled because the grin on Ally's face was infectous.
"Don't you miss men?" asked Raina, genuinely curious.
"I am not a lesbian. I have to have men too, I just love being with a woman too."
Allison stole a look at Raina, wondering if she was really a closet curiosity. She just looked like she was in deep thought.
"Is there something you want to ask?" asked Ally.
Now Raina turned a deeper shade of pink, but kept quiet. She had known Ally for the last 6 ½ years, meeting her in the last year of high school. Ally was always so sure of herself, knew exactly what she wanted, while Raina had been like a wraith, not knowing anything about what she wanted, liked or disliked, which opened the door for her to get hurt....rather often.
Raina had feelings that she couldn't put her finger on, knew things a little before anyone else did, and had senses that were so acutely tuned, she could feel and sense what other people were feeling.
She knew too that she could talk to Ally about anything.
"I don't know why I ask, Ally. Just curious."
Which was the same answer she gave when the topic came miles near to bisexuality.
The rest of the ride was highlighted by the tunes of the radio, and they pulled into the parking ramp of their illustrious medical complex.
"This place is seriously overrated..." muttered Allison and Raina giggled in agreeance.
The key turned, and the car fell into silence.
Raina was gathering herself to get out of the car, when she felt Allison's hand lightly on her upper arm.
She sat back, and turned to look at Ally, who silently held eye contact with her, and slowly moved closer, and kissed her lightly on the lips.
The contact of Ally's lips against Raina's sent a shock of electricity up and down Raina's entire being and she closed her eyes involuntarily, and her lips parted slightly.
Lost in the sensitivity of the moment, her breath caught in her throat, and she felt a rush of heat in her most private of places, and her nipples hardened into pointed peaks.
Then she broke the contact, and just looked at Ally, but was strangely amused, but not angry.
"Oh hell...damn it Raina. You are so damn beautiful sitting there lost inside yourself..."
Now it was Allison who was blushing, trying to gauge if this impaired her friendship with one of the most unique women in her life.
"No worries, Ally. I still love you." Raina gave her her most disarming smiles.
Deep inside Raina though, her world was rocked. She had no idea that kissing another woman would....feel so good. It was always an anathema, her parents were stout believers in Adam and eve, not Maeve and Eve..
"I....I think I liked it." Was what she said on her way out the car.
For once, Allison was shocked into silence.
Intense passion and feeling jarred into his psyche, a warmth that spread from the tip of his Crown chakra to the very center of his Root....
It was like he was there in her mind as it happened, because in a way he was.
He was Yang to her Yin. Always there in some place of her mind, because that was where he was supposed to be, though he was locked deeply within the earth, trapped and long forgotten.
He knew his time was nearing, but she needed to find the Key in unity. He was patient.
There was a unity in man and woman, just as there was other gender matches that also balanced out.
It ALL lay in the energies of the Soul.
© Copyright juju34single 2005
May not be reproduced without express permission from me, the original writer.
6/5/2005 5:38 pm
bravo!!! *sits back in the chair with a smile and claps hands for juju34* I think i just come to your blog-just to read another EXCELLENT story, im speachless yet want to share that was really-really good !(keep that fire within you goin)|
6/5/2005 5:57 pm
Thank you, CuteAZguy!
6/5/2005 5:58 pm
Thank you, CuteAZguy!
6/8/2005 5:48 am
Hi again |
Fantastic ! Love the way you put yourself there and think your way back into my head. So easy then for me to start from my head and think my way to where you want me. And I am there.
Now that is a talent. Very impressed. Very grateful that you are sharing this with us. You love writing. and you love reading. In fact there's not too much you don't love - right hopeless ?
6/8/2005 9:51 pm
Am I that obvious?
I can't paint with a brush, but I can paint with words.
6/8/2005 9:52 pm
Thank you, Hugh |
mumbles that I wish I could edit my replies, and not just the main topic...