The next day he just didnt act the same...  

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1/26/2006 11:46 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The next day he just didnt act the same...


That first experience with Pat was so magical for me, that it remains a present vivid memory in my mind and in my heart. That does not mean that everything was beautiful between us, after that euphoric night of pleasure. The next day, Saturday morning we each woke up in our own bunk for fear of our other room mates returning early from their weekend trip. When I woke up, Pat was awake sitting up in his bunk, smoking a cigarette...I looked over at him, he was staring out the window,with a blank expression on his face. He seemed more quite than normal, kinda stand -offish, as I tried to engage him in the usual conversation,Just as if nothing had happened. He definetly seemed different, I wondered what would become of our regular relationship. Did he feel confused? I just got quite for a while, he continued to smoke his cigarette and stare out the window. I thought for a minute and decided to ask him what was wrong, he immediatly responded " What happened last night should not have happened"! "It was just wrong!" I did not say a word. He got up and grabbed his stuff to shower with, and left the room. I gotta say, I was more than a little confused, not about the experience itself, but how it all came down, I think he had more than a small part of me, making the first move, short of him whippin it out for me to suck! I just did'nt understand...the rest of the weekend Pat made himself scarce. All week long he went to mess, without even waiting for me, like he did'nt want me sitting with him. Or being seen with me, like I had some reputation of being gay, and people would think he was too. The thing is that, noone knew that about me, except Pat.

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