On Golden Pond or what the hell is a nice girl like you doing in a place like this  

jonnyrocket53 63M
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9/4/2005 8:15 am

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On Golden Pond or what the hell is a nice girl like you doing in a place like this

First I must apologize for the lack of writing in my blog last week but sometimes the circumstances just don't present themselves. After all for us folks in the south it has been one hell of a week!
So with that said on with the musings. As I drove down I59 with the sun just peaking over the horizon and the heaviness just starting in the air I pondered with anticipation the coming of the day. Why was I here. What the hell was I doing and why was I drawn to Alabama. I like to think of myself as a logical person and I do like things to be orderly but as of late I seem to have a new and random purpose. Now I am not complaining about it at all it is just so much out of my character that it would seem that others would surely notice. Wrong! I my dear fellowship have embarked on a great and glorious adventure. One that encompasses my every fiber. One that fills my waking time with a sense of purpose. It is hard to be a cynic when all around you are happy and fulfilled. But I still try. Still each morning that damn sun explodes on to the day with a fierceness that one cannot escape.
For those of you who cannot understand what I am talking about in these veiled messages then here it is in plain English. I met someone who is a kindred soul and they have taken over my body and soul. They instill those things that I had thought lost and continue to drive me to complete satisfaction. Is it infatuation? Perhaps but I know that I am a lot less cynical now and you can thank them for that. So how can that be infatuation, one does not change their purpose or being with infatuation. Is it love? There are too many kinds of love to rule out that factor.
I just know that to me it is something that I have been looking for and did not even know that it was missing in my life.
So dear fellowship I say keep looking. We are all searching for something,finding it is the difficult part,giving up too soon is the crime.
Now are you getting some? You will have to wonder if I am.

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
9/4/2005 9:37 am

Sounds good. Finding is the difficult part, you are right. People get frustrated too easily.

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