Emptiness  

jktagirl69 40F
373 posts
5/12/2006 12:25 am

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5/12/2006 9:00 pm

Emptiness


There is a feeling deep inside
Something I cannot ignore or hide
It fills me up and runs through my veins
All pleasant thoughts and happiness it drains
I feel lonely, broken, and empty
The feelings inside aren't scarce, they are plenty
If emptiness is nothing then why is it so
I can feel it inside me and it continues to grow?
It is my sadness that feeds this emptiness
Its existence will not let me rest
Can I starve this hunger that won't let me go
Or can love help to decrease its flow?
My mind is scrambled, confused, a blur
I begin to understand but am not sure
Is my soul sleeping, is my head in tact?
I wish for happiness and joy to be back
I sit here slowly dying, sulking in fear
I'm crying inside but there's no sign of a tear
Where can I turn to sort the thoughts swimming in my mind?
How can I figure out something I cannot even define?
I pray for the emptiness to leave and never return
I yearn for freedom so there may be a stop to the burn.

rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
5/12/2006 11:25 am

DAMN!! gurl,

How can I figure out something I cannot even define?

YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I THINK?
IF SO, JUST TRY TO SHUT OFF YOUR BRAIN.. TRY DEEP BREATHING OR A NICE WALK IN A PARK (DO YOU HAVE ANY NEARBY)?
I pray for the emptiness to leave and never return
THIS MIGHT HELP... DON'T GIVE UP... DON'T FORGET YOUR FAMILY AND OLD FRIENDS..... ALL OF THEM!
I yearn for freedom so there may be a stop to the burn.
I BELIEVE YOU HAVE COMPLETE FREEDOM RIGHT NOW;
YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT..

I BELIEVE "LIFE IS A LEARNING PROCESS" SO IF YOU KNEW "EVERYTHING" WHAT WOULD THERE BE TO LIVE FOR HERE ON EARTH?

Namaste


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