Small prayers for lost loves....  

jim5131 55M
529 posts
10/20/2005 11:07 pm

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Small prayers for lost loves....

..they say love finds its own way home
around the snakes inside your heart...and underneath the bones..
..and though the world may fold you in its pocket you won't ever bend..
your not the type my only love my only friend

what about the girl who ran..
she ran so far away she could never find her way back home again..
she slipped and fell and broke her heart
now all she does well is....fall apart
c'mon c'mon baby c'mon

..and what about this starry sky
I know i've used that tired analogy a thousand times..
but it still has the same strange effect on me ..
I fall into the sky as if I were falling into a beautiful sea..

just want to stop the world and hide
but theres no where to run and no place left inside..
just want to stop and catch my breath
just want to spend one second on this earth not scared to death
c'mon c'mon baby c'mon

thats what i say but is it true
the truth is everything is perfect and its not for me and you
to figure out anything at all and all we've got is time
but not much baby so fuck the brakes and get in line

just want to make you see the light
just want to shine as bright as brooklyn on a saturday night...
just want to scream until I drown
just want to get so high that I never come back down..

...I know you'll never understand..never understand..
..you think you know me well you think you know me, well think again..

I'm on fire and I'm insane and I'm all right..
just dont stand so close cause youll be blinded by the light
so c'mon c'mon baby c'mon

...Bob Schneider "C'mon Baby" from "I'm Good Now"

(listen to the complete ablum at bobschneidermusic.com). He's a buddy. Wierd/cool.

Thanxx Bob...please don't ask me again about my fiancee'....she's gone.

Got a call from Melinda...earlier today. She is a mutual friend of the former fiancee, Jacquilyn.

It appears 'J' received all the stuff I put on her ex-husband's truck and felt a lil' guilty. She sent the $3k engagement ring to me via certified mail and I refused it. Now she doesn't know what to do with it.

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Justforfungirl5 49F
68 posts
10/21/2005 1:22 am

Sorry to hear you're having a rough time, Jim. I've seen your posts in other people's blogs and you seem like a good guy. Just know ... this too shall pass.

Are you a Bob Schneider fan? He was here in Dallas tonight but I couldn't get away to go see him. Love his stuff... the new album I'm Good Now sounds like it'll be a "hit." Stay strong.


papyrina 51F
21133 posts
10/21/2005 1:41 am

i wish i could all that pain away


I'm a

and
i'm here to stay


your_gypsy 51F

10/21/2005 5:20 am

sweetie... all i have to offer is a warm hug, for as long as you need it.


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
10/21/2005 8:51 am

Thank You, ladies...you are all wonderful people and true friends.

Just for fun? Welcome to my site..I don't spend as much time as I'd like to comment and blog....okay, sometimes I spend too much time commenting and blogging. I'm glad you like Schneider...

...and Gyspy has two of my Bob Schneider CDs from a few weeks ago...enjoy!

Hi Papy..good to hear from you. Glad all worked out with the apartment...

take care, ladies...have great days..


bella_ 47F
4030 posts
10/21/2005 6:44 pm

You let her keep the ring? you are much to sweet. She needs to take it out of the setting and make a pendant. It would be too difficult and impossible to wear as intended.


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
10/21/2005 10:42 pm

Hey Bella...I actually suggested that she do that...and give the pendant to her 14-year old daughter if it was too tough for her to wear. Her daughter is Desi and I know she misses me as much as I miss her. Her own Dad was a real shit...she really got attached to me for the three years I was in their lives.

oh well.....

thanxx for stopping by...wondered what happened to you...figured you've been pretty busy with the evening job...


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