What I Was..................  

jessie2107 47F
51 posts
8/30/2005 12:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What I Was..................


You are larger than life! You are ten foot tall and bulletproof. You are huge, gigantuous, ominous!

I am small and insignificant. I am fearful and cowering. I am silent and at your disposal.

You are older and take advantage. I am innocent and unknowledgeable. You are afraid of nothing. I am afraid of you.

I am your child and you are my father. Even as an adult, I am that child from long ago. Even in my dreams after so many years away from you I see you the same way. The man who was to love me forever and unconditionally, but the man that hurt me and never really cared, because I was your daughter and I wasn't your son: that you never had.

rm_nutsahoy 41M
13 posts
8/31/2005 7:05 am

YOU ARE NOT a child anymore. YOU ARE NOT insignificant! He doesn't have and never had the right to treat you less than human. Please jessie, change you view of him, make the concious effort. Because he contributed to your life doesn't give him any special rights he doesn't deserve... Do not give him the right to hurt you. Do not show your fear, do not give him what he wants: control, power...


jessie2107 47F
11 posts
8/31/2005 5:15 pm

Nuts, i gave up my fear and took control long ago. He lost me, I WIN thanx for your support


rm_nutsahoy 41M
13 posts
9/2/2005 9:30 am

Very good.


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