today is my first day  

jennie60 56F
3 posts
8/12/2005 12:59 pm

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today is my first day

This is a first for me, so much going on in my head. I'm as desperate for good sex as someone to talk to.

Me? Very intelligent, misunderstood, lived a lie and now on my own. This isn't meant to sound sad as I've broken out of a scenario and life outside is very enlightening but I'm still finding my way. It's also scarey.

Imagine knowing and believing in a man since you were 18. Married at 23 and then at 42 finding out after 2 children he would rather be gay!

Sad but true.

Anyway it's 3 years down the line now. Life should be getting better. But where do I start?

I like this site as there's interaction on a good level. Some intellect. Sorry if I've shocked anyone who has emailed me. I need someone to talk to as much as anything else.

jen x


8/12/2005 1:45 pm

Wow that sounds like A lot of us. Things happen In life that you dont plan on. Thats were we learn the most About are selfs. We can grow through it and become stronger then ever. I know I have been there Just doint get Mad IT dosent help Find frends to talk to.

overworkedloon 56M
400 posts
8/12/2005 1:55 pm

Welcome to our happy little blogging family. I think you'll find there are a lot of nice people on here. Someone will always pop up to give you hug when you need it. *hug*

gemini0157 59M  
6842 posts
8/12/2005 2:52 pm

Hey.. it happens more than you think... and happened to someone I know... and it's not on you. I hope you find what you are looking for here...

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