POEMS OF LOVE AND SADNESS BY JASON2VOORHEES SET 21-30  

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POEMS OF LOVE AND SADNESS BY JASON2VOORHEES SET 21-30

21 LONELINESS AND DESPAIR
I'm seventeen going nowhere
on the highway to hell not far from here
no one listens to what I have to say
no one sees my silent cries
I look to another day restless for the pain to fade away
all my hopes and dreams gone up in smoke
all I got left is my will to live
all I feel is loneliness and despair
but in their minds I'm already dead so why should they care
sentenced to live with emptiness for eternity
Oh God why have you done this to me.
22 UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 3
everyday I learn something new
because I open my mind to a different view
now its here the light finally shines he thought the
thoughts he had were only dreams
but everyday it happens
don't believe everything is what it seems
the beginning of another world war
freedom is what their fighting, for him it looks like the
end
so let the pain begin
on his face is a tear
knowing he can't stop the fear
love there is none for me there is no one
never opened myself this way
I never said this before it was too late
never a care for what they say
don't care about anything anymore
underneath these wicked skies in the lonely night
never a care for their lies
now that its over tell me it will be all right
heart black as darkness
no one to love this desperate carcass
lonely guitar player down the hall
midnight blues shine through the walls
his luck was down he thought of leaving town
her called her on the phone
saying his lonely and all alone, wanting her to come back
home
he let the phone ring and ring
never knowing that tears could sting
he doesn't laugh and he doesn't cry
he doesn't care if he lives or die, he feel in love with a
girl but never knew her name
he fell in love the first time but who can you blame
Can't you see you mean everything to me.
23 UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 4
no one hears his lonely heart cry
he cries when the girl he loves says her last good-bye's
he lost his way in from the cold
thinking of what he will find
he will see the place very soon
he wished she knew how he loved her still
her love for him just never shined through
everyday mothers are crying
cause their babies keep dying
it cannot be its eating me
but now this feeling is true this love I have for you
but what can I say I felt this way each and every day
don't laugh when a hearse goes by
or you may be the next to die
this song couldn't be much more from the heart
these words I feel
it couldn't be much more real
You never knew I felt this way.
All My Poems By JASON2VOORHEES
24 BROKEN HEART
here I sit alone gazing at the stars
the rain falls like tears from the heavens
my feelings left out in the cold
all my life waiting for someone to love me
it never came probably never will
the days of happiness are gone
I try to hide from the pain
why aren't you here to dry my tears
before they fall to the ground
the feelings are still there that you left in his heart
now its cold like the winter snow
how I want this pain to be over
I need your love to set me free
release my heart and you will see I'm dying in tears and
misery
I lay awake in the morning light
staring at the sun rise filled with empty cries
with no one to hold another sleepless night
for it's over now you left me oh so lonely
our reach was just to far through tears I see you
in emptiness the man lived
in loneliness the man cried
through his tears he tries to smile
gazing at the darkening sky he sat and wondered
without being loved his heart slowly died
I'm just an ordinary man
with dreams of a better land
living within the shadows of his heart
when the woman he loves appears
he hides behind his tears
his heart is open but there is no love shining back through
all this love I want to share with you
your broken promise has turned me to stone
so sick and tired of being alone
you could make me laugh and cry
but without your love maybe it's better just to die
when I was feeling down you turned my heart around
through the loneliness bleeds the tears
that fill into the endless sea of sadness
when trying to love only brings you madness
under blackened sky am I destined for love
my wings become broken
before I could ever learn to fly
love the undying flame
at sundown I greet you
the beauty in your eyes
so warm and tender was your embrace
through tears we said our finial good-bye
the last time it will be
give me one last kiss before I meet my destiny
heaven rains tears over our love
better to die in love
then to live without it
show your love true to me
now that your here I am set free
happy tears are new to me
now that I'm here with you its a dream come true
loving cries from my voice
your beauty lights up my life
sea of tears always flowing taking me away
on this cold winter night
love of my heart reigns
how I want this dream to be reality
still feeling you within my heart
blanketing me with your warm soothing touch
I look for fire passions within your eyes
I turn to you with eyes in tears
I count the falling tears that fall from my eyes
seems like a thousand tears since we broke the ties
so sick and alone
look into my eyes
it's time you realize
dreaming of you holding me nothing could be sweeter
you stabbed rejection within my heart
just to watch my feelings for you die
with my finial tear I drop to my knees
begging to make you mine
say you will be here tomorrow
say it isn't true
I can't take this pain and sorrow
can't you see you broke my heart in two
you treated me like you just didn't care
I was willing to venture the unknown with you
always thinking of you everyday
always dreaming about you every night
I'm begging on me knees
so give me your sweet loving please
don't shut me out in the dark
why you put hurt into my soul
dying for what I lost but never truly had
suffering for more then I ever had
I look into your eyes and something turns me loose
its going to be a hot and bothered night
feeling the power she thrusts between her sweet lips
when she smiles I go insane
like a love child running wild
your innocence turns me on and sets me loose
I can't help myself
as I look at you through bleeding tears
I hold myself
press my button and I'll explode
baby you were so good
now I want so much more from you
now the time is right
love will flow like wine tonight
I want to give it to you in darkness
I want to lay at your feet
your looks drove me wild
together were going to make this love real
I can't have enough of your sweet love
hot loving turn up the heat
I feel your fire and you love tastes so sweet
I'm under you enchanted spell
I'm a prisoner
and your love is my cell
once we start we can't stop
I love what you got
let's get together and get hot
don't wait for tomorrow baby
the time is today
I'll be your boy toy baby
no place to hide no place to run
you pulled the trigger to my love gun
slow down your loving is too fast for me
I see your body talk when you next to me
it's going to be a hot night
so hold tight
let it out
you don't know what your missing
Take what you are giving.
25 SORROW
the life you know is at its end
but the nightmare has yet to begin
your says of happiness are over
and its time to say good-bye
with a letter of a final good-bye
like the ones who have gone before you
to burn in eternity in hell
you use the gun to end your miserable life
you can no longer stand the pain
the ones who loved you will only forget
you pull the trigger without regret
no one hears your silent screams
left behind to rot alone and so very cold
they said they loved you but their lies grow so old
the coffin lid has closed for the finial time
his shadow never shined
and his heart it fills with sorrow
knowing there is no tomorrow
sick of the world that never cared for you take your finial
journey to a better land
the tool lays in your hand
death the only solution to ultimate peace
it's time to meet the reaper
your grave greets you warm
all they said is only lies
as you lay bleeding waiting to die
your life replay before your eyes
so tired of your past you rather forget
secluded by tears almost never revealed
he lives in his shadow
and laughs at the world
darkness wraps his soul and left it's curse
madness has taken it's toll
he hopes and prays
that he will find peace of mind someday
but evil has finally taken control over him again
he no longer wants to live
simply nothing more to give
all he wants is to forget his past
but his suffering will only last
this hell has become all to real
his suffering he rather forget
a mistake of creation
sorrow the only emotion he feels
he wants it all to end
but this sad scene will play over and over again
once a king now a broken man
seeking relief from this hell
he's a victim with a disturbed mind
the solution for peace is in his hand
he empties the thoughts from his head
wanting to become one with the dead
tears crawl down his face
A shadow of a man the world displaced.
26 PAIN AND SORROW
promises are only lines on paper
how I need to be free of this pain
but it goes over and over again
with so many flames and so much to burn
so much agony when will they ever learn
crying in the dark lost and alone
my will to live forsaken me
my head is my only home
the memories are now gone forever broken
to escape to a paradise that's free
I want to take you to a place far away
your innocent beauty my words can't describe
so sweet with purity it brings sullen tears right to my eyes
I'm so alone
you left without a reason why
baby why
let me take you and show you the truth to every lasting
paradise
together in youth
I will never leave your side
just keep loving me baby
and tell me everything will be all right
her beauty was charming for it was sacred to me
for her love I will await on death's door
from the heavens I hear the maidens call
I'm approaching a time that's dramatic
how could you let me descend
the chance wasted
what we could of been
give your love and it will come back to you
when I first saw you it set my heart free
could it be a dream come true
for these tears of joy are new
happiness is what you gave to me
all these years the tears fall like rain
as I grip my pillow tight
I called you on the phone but the cries of sadness go
unheard
fall upon death ears
your spell enchanted me
the wrath of sorrow fills the skies
you come to me in winter dreams
somewhere there's a heart beating in the night
searching out the light of the sacred heart
looking past the rainbow I see your gorgeous eyes
you hold the key that will set me free
let's run toward the light
I was searching for a girl like you
but I waited to long
I thought you could love me back
but I guess I was wrong
how can I get my message through
the pain was too much for me
you watch me fade away
save your breath don't pray for me
I'm already dead in your heart
but this is my end and hell as yet to begin
I walk the word alone with no hope
and a heart of stone
my ashes of emotions carried in the wind
through out the earth
told I was an accident from birth
I thought I could be loved
But my hopes turn to dust.
27 BETRAYED BY LUST
I was searching for something better
but instead I found something worse
you left me alone
I have no choice but guilt
the boy that you love is the monster that you fear
pray upon the darkness
wishing my life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
might as well die now cause your dead in their minds
I was born to this no one cares for me
tears filled my eyes as we said our last good-byes
my body aches from past mistakes
it must be love but why are you walking away
betrayed by lust
time after time this sad story repeats it's self
someone love me please I'm on my knees
I asked if we could be friends
and you agreed now I want more
I must confess help me
before I suffer the consequences
one look in her lusting eyes
the pain in you will rise
the desires will enslave you
her mythic lips will cut right through you
heaven rained on her
she'll make you go insane with one look in her eyes
I speak these words you never cared
here we lay together under wicked sky
from dawn of day till dusk of night
we share this paradise
what I felt what I've known
my heart is open for you
so sick and tired I stand alone
lay beside me this won't hurt I swear
she loves me not but I lover her still
wishing for what could of been
I lay awake as she is gone
day dreaming her being here
I'm waiting for you and the tears start to sting
my wish is gone so is your tender hold
I feel so hollow I loved in vein
today only sorrow with no hope for it to be better tomorrow
there is no refuse from the hurting
no one for a desperate carcass
I want to take you high
and show you sights that'll blow your mind
everyone else seems to have love but where is mine
come into the chambers of my heart
I crave your cerise
within this dark heart a dim light shines
won't someone take me in
for love's eternal light stars to fade away
these crazy thoughts of mine will surely
become a sigh for sore eyes and reality
you said you'll forever love me
please never leave me
For what will I do without you.
28 DESTINED FOR FAILURE
The promised land denied to me
the pain burns me
today is a good day to die
together we will find a way to love
I'm fighting a war I already lost
can't hide from the reasoning voices within my head
can't laugh can't cry
if I keep going I'm sure to die
it's hard I just can't forget it, better to die now then to
live and regret it
I'm already fading soon to be forgotten
can't dream can't scream
don't care if I live or die
can't go anywhere to hide
from the voices inside
scream my pain
can't follow my dreams I'm a failure in life
this world don't mean much
the light grows so dim
and as I say good-bye I'm going down to die
it clouds my mind the fiery of my cries
the world doesn't seem much
as I don't matter much to the world
down here it's so cold
I was left behind
my hope fades for salvation
it's so hard to realize
What I am I don't belong.
29 INNER HELL
Are you Feeling down depressed and lonely
and your ready to share your love
better be prepared to pay the cost
with heartbreak ad lies
but I will show you a good time
everybody's got their price
who ever said that happiness came for free
been searching for a long time
to the missing part of my soul
always giving myself but never
true love will I know
why try to love when it only brings you sadness
it was a dream come true
to fall in love with you
you will find its warm inside
forbidden passion will burn hot tonight
bear her, mistreat her,
do everything that you please
bite her, excite her,
make her get down on her knees
abuse her, misuse her,
she can take everything that you got
caress her, molest her,
she always does what you want
then comes back for more
from your problems your always running away
doesn't help to pray to God
your destined for ruin
you took all that I have given you
and just thrown it away
you believe giving freely of yourself
that love is what your earning
but deep inside you will always be empty and hurting
why live this way, rather find the peace of death
then live the sadness of another day
all the people that love you
will eventually cast you aside
living in agony
is no life at all
better to be dead
then to live through this all
so get ready to take the fall
And give your soul to Lucifer.
30 EMPTINESS WITHOUT A VOICE
Listen to me baby
listen to what I have to say
I got these feelings of loneliness
and they won't go away
I have an unfulfilled love
that beings me to my knees
how I need you baby
so give yourself to me please
I feel unsettled now
I know that I done wrong I messed around
with forbidden passion
and your heart for way too long
Now I feel like I'm being payback
with this inner hell inside of me
Sadness got a hold of my lonely heart
and it won't let me be
life without you baby
is like living in a nightmare of agony
you put this curse on me baby
and it's turning me bad
you left me with emptiness
and its driving me mad
when you came into my life baby
we had so many hopes and dreams
you taken my heart
to places its never been
living life based on my past
memories of you will forever last
of sharing forbidden love
beneath the moonlight sky
you left me cold and empty
without given a reason why
now I'm crying
oooooh can't you see these feelings
deep inside of me
how I feel like dying
oooooh why can't you love me.


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