This sad little mongrel dog of a blog....  

janmecir 53M
133 posts
11/3/2005 10:58 am

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This sad little mongrel dog of a blog....

This sad little mongrel dog of a blog....

I'm getting behind with it. That's what it's feeling like - like I'm not keeping up with keeping it 'active'.

Six days go by and I'm doing my usual non-blog life. And then i'm thinking: 'Oh I'd better get back to Blogville quick.... before a 'vacant' notice is stuck up against the vain window of my soul....

Not that that much has happened here with this blog while i was away. It seems when I'm not here with the poor creature stroking it and making it present, no one else is either...

It gets to feel very neglected. In need of strokes under its chin (tickle me anywhere i don't mind) And pats on the head..... (patronize me - please!!)

Anything. Any attention is better than no attention at all....Just to know I exist.....

This sad little mongrel dog of a blog....

(I'll kick you up the backside.....come on start barking!....bark to exclaim your existence!... go and bite something out of the rump end of a tender heartache!.....go and piss in somebody's pity pot!... go on....start running for your life!.....

....go chase after that cat who's around here somewhere... skulking about.... the cat that's supposed to be waiting.....)

I guess I've not really cracked what this blog is for, or how it should be, or what - if anything - it should perform.

As yet it's not a 'process' journal
It's not a confessional box
It's not a warm soothing bath
It's not a cuddly cushion
It's not a fetish club
It's not a/your mates down the pub
It's not like your front living room
It's not your bed

It's not like 'Home' and that's probably what's uncomfortable about it.... which i guess is what it needs to feel like, not only for me - but for all you guests that click on by.... mousing through too many pages and pages of screen....

It's an experiment (but that makes it sound too dry and purposeful - like it was meant to prove something) (Maybe, unfortunately, it is trying to 'prove' something)
It's a writers salon (reflexively preening its quills - fuck it i hope not)
It's a tunnel under a dirty dark bridge....
It's a dog kennel and the end of the fucking Universe....

I don't know what it is. That’s the truth. I don't know who or what i am in this blog....

I feel lost with it ....I'm kind of waiting to be found...and yet it seems like nobody is even arsed to come looking....

This sad little mongrel dog of a blog....

...in need of being put, quietly, and silently

.....to sleep.....

.......

And yet as you can see from the picture....he's so appealing this dog...such a sweetie...

If only you all knew....

........


smartmama 58F

11/3/2005 1:33 pm

no, please, don't put it to sleep, i would miss it so. so appealing, such a sweetie, and i go for the literary salon of a blog without the preening.

the end of the fucking universe is good too.

and those lips. mmmm.

please don't leave, little dog.

and i have just discovered this Brit expression, "arsed." I love it.

i love your writing, so if you do go to another bloggy home, please inform me, okay, Jan.

thanking you in advance.

xox


rm_rsp54 58F
531 posts
11/3/2005 3:30 pm

Your writing is never artificial. I enjoy it immensely, but then what do I know, I'm not popular. And some people say they think that I'm a tad crazy! Oh well.

I'd like the opportunity to get to know this cozy place.
xoxo, Rose


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
11/4/2005 5:19 am

" (I'll kick you up the backside.....come on start barking!....bark to exclaim your existence!... go and bite something out of the rump end of a tender heartache!.....go and piss in somebody's pity pot!... go on....start running for your life!..... "

come along toto...people usually have the answers within themselves as auntie em said all along. read your quote.....is that not the key to great blogness? you seem to have people reading and enjoying your blog but if you are wanting attention and response then give us something to comment on and to bark at.


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
11/4/2005 5:24 am

there was suppose to be a smiley face attached to that...

have to leave a 'woof' instead.


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/4/2005 10:14 am

Hi sm
Thanks for the kind words....there's a little woof in me today....
woof....woof.....
woof.....
Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/4/2005 10:15 am

Hi rose
.....you....woof.....crazy.....woof......coot....woof...
Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/4/2005 10:17 am

Hi Slightly
woof....woof...
....i'm gonna come and bite your bottom....
WOOF!!WOOF!!
Jan


bobbydazzler69x 47M

11/4/2005 11:02 am

Doggie style, indeed. A paw effort at humour. The vet looked the cross eyed dog and said, " I'm going to have to put it down." "But why?" " Because it's too heavy".

A set of jump leads walked into a pub and the bar man said " I'll serve you, but don't you start anything.

The spirit of Tommy Cooper.


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/4/2005 1:30 pm

Hey Bob
Don't start evoking the spirit of Tommy Cooper in my blog!....it's disgraceful....blasphemy..... (Billy Connelly yes....but not friggin Tommy Cooper!......Lordy lord!!!)


warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
11/6/2005 4:26 am

Jan, like all mongrels they look up at you sadly when they want attention. You write a blog that just asks to be read. I do like your blog. It's original, witty and insightful with a well-deserved response.


smartmama 58F

11/9/2005 1:32 am

Jan, come back, please.


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/9/2005 5:17 am

Hi A
You are such a ....

....I'm gonna have to come over there and lick you all over.....
....your blog girl....i meant your blog.....
.....!!
woof woof!!!

xx


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/9/2005 5:21 am

Thanks warm....
....but i feel pretty isolated out 'here'.....
....still at the door....waiting to come in.....
maybe i should just come in through the back door....or jump in through a window....my tail wagged high....
Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/9/2005 5:26 am

Hi S
I'm back....been having a bit of a run around outside....(it's great all that fresh air - you should try it sometime....)

I need to 'create' some time to make this blog happen....
(knock an hour out of sleep-time perhaps.....drink more coffee...something)
Jan


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
11/26/2005 4:47 pm

Aww... poor doggie.. *offers sad-eyed pup a doggie snack*

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


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