The snow makes me remember to live....  

janmecir 53M
133 posts
11/25/2005 2:44 pm

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4/26/2006 5:37 am

The snow makes me remember to live....


So I'm back here again

I've got 10 minutes.

It's friday night. A snowing freezing Friday. I listen to Sigur Ros. I have them on repeat for the last hour. A group from Iceland. Snow and Sigur Ros = beautiful lush to-die-for melancholy

I want to go and slide on a glacier
Or die on an ice-cap

I'm going to paint a picture tomorrow
And listen to Sigur Ros all day
And drink potfuls of strong coffee
And roast lamb in the oven
And look for obscure songs on the Internet to download
(songs that will make me nostalgic for the 1970's)

Unfortunately i won't be topping the day off with copious amounts of dreamy sex

Maybe I'll do that next Wednesday
My ex has been making contact with me again
I'm feeding her lots of fucking again
She loves everything i do for her sexually
We excite one another crazy.

But its probably a very bad move to get back together again
I'm full of very bad moves
I've done them all my life

Will I go out tomorrow?
The idea of being indoors all snug and warm feels very appealing
But maybe I should go up on the moors,
into the wilderness,
encounter the snow
take on the darkness
flirt with everything ending
get acquainted with death

I've loved today

The snow makes me remember to live.....

......

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
11/26/2005 4:59 pm

Life is wonderful, even in the darkest times. I'm glad you're enjoying it.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


smartmama 58F

11/26/2005 5:54 pm

I'm feeding her lots of fucking again
She loves everything i do for her sexually
We excite one another crazy.

Mmmmm.

Loyal reader, all excited to see you, even if you are, as you say on my blog, simulating involvement. Is that like faking it?

I want to be fed lot's of fucking and seek someone to excite me crazy. That is what I am going to say next time I get the AdultFriendFinder question, "What are you looking for?" I will cite the source, saying, ummm, what Jan does, oh, and can you write?

Don't go, don't go, don't go.

Just visit when you feel like it, in between the mad sex.


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
11/27/2005 5:33 am

I read this post yesterday. I didn’t have time to respond then but actually I have thought about it several times since then. Isn’t it funny how words can hang in your brain sometimes?

I've listened to some Sigur Rose now via their website. I really liked the music very much. Sort of suits many of my moods so I appreciate you mentioning them in your post. Always nice to discover some new music.

But by far, I thought much more about the description of your day and how lovely it sounded. Warm and contented, creative, a happy in your own skin sort of feeling about it all. How wonderful to get to that stage.

But then, I got annoyed with you. I don’t even know you but I really did feel annoyance. I guess because I thought you sound like you are giving up, or in, to something. Something undefined. I expect more from you than that. I thought you were a live-er and a learn-er both. I don’t know if I can explain it and I am sure all I am saying makes absolutely no sense whatsoever and will probably just get lost here amongst everything else but I wanted to comment on this cold Sunday afternoon.


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/27/2005 11:47 am

Hi A

I don't know if I'm getting back me with my ex. Today I feel like giving up on it completely. Not a good idea. I might elaborate this is a post in a minute......It's still cold here.....but not snowing. I want snow! I want to chuck soft snowballs at you A.....or stick em down your top.
I'm a cheeky monkey really......

Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/27/2005 11:49 am

Hi Princess Karma

You're a pal of A's aren't you?
I'll have to hop off to yours and see what you're up to....
Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/27/2005 12:01 pm

Hi S

Hey....I'm not haven't sex yet! I think that 'feeding her fucking' line was a bit too imprecise. I meant: I'm feeding her fantasy with fucking. She can't seem to get enough of my over-ripe imagination.....I've always had a way with words.....they go right in.....right where..... well....you know where they go.....

So, no. The (dirty) deed hasn't been done yet. Maybe Wednesday.

Jan


janmecir 53M
158 posts
11/27/2005 12:16 pm

Hi Slightly (I don't want to call you that anymore)

You know me. You know something about me. You really do. I'm not making that up. Your 'annoyed' with me is spot on. You're intuiting something about me I'm not willing to admit. I'm gonna think about what you've said here. And no, it's not going to 'get lost.....

I'd like to know you more......

As for Sigur Ros. I'm playing them again tonight. I'd love to take a camera out and make a film to this music. Something that is 'inbetween'(re your blog) beautiful and sad.....

I'll sing this to you:

"Borðum Og Drekkum Saddir
Og Borgum Fyrir Okkur
Með Því Sem Við Eigum Í Dag
Setjumst Niður Spenntir

Yes, I've played this song (Ágætis Byrjun) so much in the last week I'm actually beginning to sing it......in Icelandic......
Check it out......or download it......or I'll send it to you....
I want you to hear what I'm hearing.....
Jan

Can you hear me......?


XIITheHangedMan 62M

11/27/2005 5:14 pm

Jan

Quit being such a prude and spell out that last word 'wan----' I've done much of it myself. Just keeping in practice. So that I'm ready for the show. It'll come.

just live

HangedMan


rm_rsp54 58F
531 posts
11/28/2005 6:03 am

Jan,
I, myself am amidst a rush of holiday depression. Much of it is exacerbated by lack of sunlight and cold weather. I try not to whine about it, but simply become very introverted.
When not depressed, I love the snow and winter happenings. I'm eagerly awaiting the opening of local ski areas.
As for lack of fucking...I'm married, and I dread fucking my spouse. Take it for what it's worth and enjoy life in ways that you can. xo rose


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
11/28/2005 1:45 pm

i hear you. we can get to know each other. we already are.


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
11/30/2005 12:58 pm

it's wednesday i believe.


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
12/20/2005 11:06 am

i guess you have given up on the blog? shame.

happy holidays to you janmecir, and i hoep 2006 is a wonderful year for you.


slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
12/20/2005 11:08 am

hope*


smartmama 58F

1/22/2006 10:16 am

just checking


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