some extra time maybe??????  

jamaicatopyute 31M
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11/17/2005 6:15 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

some extra time maybe??????


Well I may have some good news but who knows well you will know if it wasn’t good because my next entry will be very angry . But why the anger ???? I guess it was just a compilation of things that have been happening to me I want you to know who I am see inside me understand me. Well I never really accomplished anything today I did cook something I took some to a friend of mine well maybe not really a friend lets say midway between a friend acquaintance yeah that’s sounds better well I told him I never had enough rice I just took some chicken he was like very good I wanted to slap them . The thing is I kinda cook salty not very though well don’t worry I may cook for you someday and then again my friend cooks with out salt so everything he eats is salty he gave me soup once and I had darb the salt in it man it was real fresh though . well I printed the resume so I will go the super market tomorrow I am not being ungrateful but its gonna sound like that coming from a higher organization I am gonna stick out but im going to try anyways as my friend/ second mom Bobette would say what is ment for has to be ment for you but yes I think I am going to be the cat with nine lives and again and escape danger once more buts lets hope this good news isn’t a farce I guess I never really had to worry as much as I did but the thing is all the doors really seemed shut this as my brother says nothing last forever I now realize that . It was situations like that that made out relationship sour because I was defying him I took control he hated it but it was never easy as how I made things look but I just wanted to show him I had to prove so much I was on my own I was saving I bought my TV it pissed him off more .I called him up though we chatted he said he was telling his friends how proud he was that I am trying he remember how long it took him to get a TV because he had to be taking care of all of us it was the other day I really appreciate my brother he wasn’t easy with me because he never wanted me to taken advantage of I accept him I love him now I thank him he made me want and crave to make it on my own

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