comming to grips with my new self  

jamaicatopyute 31M
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11/17/2005 6:12 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

comming to grips with my new self


Aaaaaaaawwwwwwww he screams yeah I mean me the thing is I have never been so scared in my life I am the point if some one tell me to pray or say everything is going to be okay I am going to kill I have feelings of a pregnant woman now the very nasty hormonal kind. These days I can just feel my self slipping bit by bit I feel dead miss working I miss doing something I miss being the looser I was three weeks ago at least that looser had a job never made sense but it was work non the less . My times is running out what magic I will work this month I don’t know I think I used up my nine lives im really going to get it and get it good . Right now I just finish school the reality is that there nothing out there I knew this but knowing and feeling are two different concepts I hate the fucking feeling it to away . I sound like a baby huh where are good drugs when you need it yeah I actually want to be high right now you will feel that way when you get a taste of reality that people don’t give a damn but as I am facing my impending doom I am just living my life what can I do .

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