Why Post?  

jaimeOOO69 52F
278 posts
7/12/2006 7:03 pm

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7/15/2006 7:14 am

Why Post?

I posted yesterday, but it disappeared. It wasn't positive, it was about two emails I received yesterday. I bitched about why they bothered to email me in the first place when the few words they sent me didn't peak my interest.

I am ashamed I can not post anything positive lately. Yes, I know I am blessed with some wonderful people around me. But things are very bad for me at this time and I seem to be sucked into the darkness. In this darkness, I tend to forget the things I can no longer see, and all I do is feel. And since there is no light, all I feel is pain. I hear the voices of my friends, but since I do not see them in this darkness, it is like a dream, the realness is diminished if there at all.


jaimeOOO69 52F

7/13/2006 4:23 pm

Nate, sometimes it's not enough, you can not "fix" me.


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