new at this  

italian375 51M
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7/21/2005 2:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

new at this

This is my first entry and it feels very strange to me. You see I never thought that I would join these type of sites, but I have been motivated in the last few days by reading the Blogs of a certain member, which coincidently shares my ethnicity. She sound wonderful and it would be a pleasure to have the opportunity to communicate with her. Therefore, I decided to let my self go, I don't know where it's going to take me but nevertheless I'm going to take a chance.

I guess in life we need to take chances, today I feel that I'm taking a chance. For some of you this may sound so conservative.
After all reading some of the blogs I feel that there are a lot of brave people out there, that are not afraid to take chances, which I think is great. To be able to open up in so many different ways and not being concerned what the next person will think, that is something that you are either born with or you need to developed through life experiences. Does this sound like I have issues? I don't really.
For me it's something new, like entering uncharted waters and allowing my thoughts and feeling to be shared with total strangers. It's like being a writer I guess, trying to publish a book and not knowing how the book is going to be received.

It's taken me a long time to decide to be part of this community, but I will be totally honest with you, I'm not sure if I made the right choice.

I have put my insecurities aside with the intentions to meet new people, one member in particular through her blogs, has absolutely opened something in me that I can not explain. She has given me the strength to put my fears aside, and take a chance. I will probably never be in touch with her, she seams to be very popular on this site and the fact that we are both Italian, probably has put me behind the eightball, not to mention that we are both from the same home town. Secretly, I do hope she is open minded and allows communication between us to happen.
For now I have made the giant leap, I don't know how or where I'm going to land, but I took a chance and it feels okay

rm_goodhummer06 49F

7/21/2005 4:23 pm

well kodos to you!!!!!!!! Keep your head up and smile...and who knows

rm_bella_ 47F
4030 posts
7/25/2005 7:09 pm

Keep writing because I will be listening.

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